Saturday, November 3, 2007
sory ppl i knw i havent been updating my blog for a long time...my com go KU KU again...plus hmm...i'm LAZY...akaka...hai will update when i'm back to my mood 1st...exam is just around the corner and guess wat i'm still wondering around sleep late wake up late dating dating flirting flirting chit chatting all day n night...WTH !! i guess i muz date n study at the same time...hmm...where can i go?? !!! OH YES library akaka...hai sei la sei la i cnt fail this time...GOD HAVE MERCY ON ME...wats wrong wit me i need encouragement...i think the issue here is tht i'm not lazy (not really) just tht i cnt overcome the FEAR of studying n in the end FAIL...i scared my hope will bring disaster to me again...oh LORD wat should i do...i need strength...i need u baby...i wish i'm so call 1st class honour student then i need not have to suffer...wat should i do...i've started studying a bit but my brain ain working...i need to cast out all the evil thought in me...PRAY & FAST...cant wait for the exam to pass then i can enjoy wit my frens n love 1... clubbing all night SHH..its a secret (those who read plz GOD gave each of us 1 mouth, do something gud bout it) akaka...alright maybe i shold really sit down n pray hard...i think i need to meditate on the word of the LORD so i'll have the peace in me to study...hmmm...i shall take this day to read my favourite book *HEAVEN IS SO REAL* it really comfort me a lot...i shall get some ilham frm this book akaka...den u'll see the OLD caroline de...the one tht go all the way for studies n lazy is nvr in her dictionary...study until crazy where all the pimples will start popping out...but worry not i knw how to prevent all this (have to no choice if tht "he'll" complaint)...WTH WTH WTH...OK la no more crabs get ready my shield my sword my breastplate my helmet n get ready for WAR...i muz pass so i can fly to UK wit all my beloved ones (u knw who i am refering to)...b4 i do all this A NAP WILL HELP (actually wanna pamper myself 1st)...shh...ZzZZZzZzZzzZZZ...
