~ HerStory ~

wei yee is 21

2008-06-05T23:55:00.000-07:00

That night before i left for The Curve, I went to buy cake for Wei Yee..Gosh damn memalukan..the waiter ask me a piece or a whole.. i almost said DUH A WHOLE..guess what my purse left RM 65..and how much the cake cost? RM70 ..thank God i didn't him tht way.. after tht i have to drama a bit, so i called min yuen, she told me to buy a piece since i'm SUPER late..ahah i was going to mention tht i dun have tht much of cash...GOSH lagi memalukan...but in the end i dun have to hide my face..so after buying tiramisu cake, i rush to The Curve.. praying for parking..YES God answer prayer faster then i expect..i got a parking next to the lift which led me to TGIF straight..WONDERFUL.. we had lots of fun..guess what i've been staying in the house since after exam except going out for a date.. I MISS MY FRENS.. while waiting for the foods..CAMWHORING PPL !!

BD GURL, ME & MIN YUEN

(haih we look so gorgeous..pls dun jealous !! yes u !!)

wei yee, min & twincy (UTAS)

(BFFs)

we had a surprise for wei yee thts why we decided to celebrate in TGIF..something special for our darling. she has been there for me all the time..its appreciation day !!.. er cum bd too
saw tht cake tht also memalukan me !! YES YES !! but delicious love it...(oops i curi 1 bite from bd gurl)

ahah wei yee has to blow it from a distance...hmm BD GURL BY TODAY PLZ !!.. look at serene laughing her lungs out..

there she goes, curing wei yee's wish...bad bad..ur turn will come..or pass de? ahah

u can always see this 2 babes together everywhere...even on bed...ahem plz no dirty tots they r staright...longing for a RICH husband !!

anyone? lelong lelong...eheh

the GURLS !!

PLUS the *boys* ...hmmm??

after tht we decided to chill in LAUNDRY BAR...gosh my drink sucks...eww...wasted RM10..

jeannie, karen, me, min, bd gurl, resh

( macam lost 1 person...oh AMY LAI XIU CHING CHING)

WE ARE HAVING FUN...amy dun jealous k..(I KNOW U WILL AKAKA)
AFTER THT, karen n resh ditch us for DIN...haih...its ok sobs sobs..

ANGELS....awh so sweet (DAMN muka tembok...praise ownself)...

CAROLINE'S angels

last shot before we headed back home....ish...miss them so muchy

WHY WORRY?

2008-05-28T23:22:00.000-07:00

Why Worry?

There are only two things to worry about:

Either you are well or you are sick.

If you are well, there's nothing to worry about.

But if you are sick,

There are only two things to worry about:

Either you get well, or you die.

If you get well, there's nothing to worry about.

But if you die, there are only two things to worry about:

Either you will go to Heaver or Hell.

If you go to Heaven, there's nothing to worry about.

But if you go to Hell

You'll be so busy shaking hands with friends

You won't have time to worry.

CHANCES IN LIFE

2008-05-28T23:18:00.000-07:00

Another Chance

Helen Steiner Rice

How often we wish for another chance

to make a fresh beginning.

A chance to blot out our mistakes

And change failure into winning.

It does not take a new day

To make a brand new start,

It only takes a deep desire

To try with all our heart.

To live a little better

And to always be forgiving

And to add a little sunshine

To the world in which we're living.

So never give up in despair

And think that you are through,

For there's always a tomorrow

And the hope of starting new.

2008-05-28T23:14:00.000-07:00

STRENGTH

To the strong soul who learns to defy his or her own fears.

Life is a test insistent upon strength

Each person is challenged at analogous lengths

Yet the vie to subsist will exhaust the timorous some

For the Lord's race is imputed to all...to run

This is to avow: you must believe

As you are special...allow no one to deceive

For what you have learned will make you stronger

If only to love and be loved one day longer

Others may look upon the Sun going down

A vanishing hope, the benighted frowns

But you must learn to see the resilience of the night

As a testament to each given day...to your unforgiving might

Thus revere your kin and formative youth

Whilst both bleed one's vigor to nourish this truth:

Strength is innate and must be held deep inside

A rule in life's book by which everyone should abide

So tonight when the Sun has given up and retired

Look upon the day and all that which you have inspired

For everything you wish for will someday come true

Your strength is there....your strength is YOU!

THANK YOU !!

2008-05-28T23:10:00.000-07:00

Thank You!

To those of you who laughed at me, thank you.

Without you I wouldn't have cried.

To those of you who just couldn't love me, thank you.

Without you I wouldn't have known real love.

To those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you.

Without you I wouldn't have felt them.

To those of you who left me lonely, thank you.

Without you I wouldn't have discovered myself.

But it is to those of you who thought I couldn't do it;

It is you I thank the most,

Because without you I wouldn't have tried.

Author UnknownSubmitted by ARareJewelNLA

WHEN 2 BECOME 1

2008-05-14T22:13:00.000-07:00

HE SURPRISE ME WITH THIS CHAIN OF LUV WITH OUR PICTURE ON IT.

HE KNWS HOW TO MAKE MY DAY!!

You are no longer a couple, you are the one, you share one life and don’t divide it no longer in two.

You don’t use the word “I” anymore, there’s only “We”.

You belong to him and have no doubts that he belongs to you. So two become one...

When everything suddenly goes right, and all the problems seem so miserable that you don’t even have think now, since now you don’t have to worry about a thing at all.

When you are ready to give up all your life for him and you’re quite sure that he’ll never ask for that because he’s ready to do the same.

When you don’t have to talk to understand each other, and when one starts a phrase the other finishes it.

When you can talk about everything in the world and tell each other all the secrets you’ve ever had.

When it’s never better to sleep apart, but when you sleep in one bed it’s so difficult to fall asleep at all.

When you’re together you don’t let go each others hands not for a second.

When you start acting and thinking very similar, and suddenly find out that you both copy each other even in intonations.

When you look at the world around not only with yours but with his eyes at the same time, when you note around everything that could be interesting or useful for him.

When you tell one another the smallest impressions and can always count on total understanding.

When you see your future only with him and see no future without him.

When suddenly and fully understand the meaning of the word “family”.

When you’d rather stay alone than go anywhere without him but nobody doesn’t expect you to come alone anywhere at all.

When every moment is the right moment to call him, and when you feel when he’s is going to call you

When you look at him the color of your eyes changes and in your turn you are sure that he won’t every look at anybody with those eyes he’s looking at you.

When you are apart the letters from each other come just on time, when you most expect them to come.

When you both have one past, share the same memories and built together the plans for future, when you are rewriting all the plans you had before he came so they could suit him too.

When you learn all his weak points to avoid pressing on them.

When you are beside him you never and nowhere feel out of place.

When you want to go around the world together and at the same time settle down somewhere, build a house, grow a garden and bring up kids together.

And you will be making that house a home, keeping it warm, clean, nice so that he would always feel comfortable there.

When you want to take care of him all the times and always feel that care from his side.

When you want to support and help him and do everything, even impossible only to keep him happy.

When you both start doing things you’ve never done before and when you quit doing some things that you’ve been used to.

When you can let yourself be weak.

When you stop looking at the other man at all.

When you both become better day after day because you want to be the best for each other.

When everything you’re doing is right seems to him and when everything he’s doing seems right to you.

When you want every single day to last forever.

When you are never alone.

How can one make this fairytale last forever? Is it possible at all? How not to loose such a great love, not to let it efface itself among the worries of everyday life? These are the questions on which one should work for all his/her life.

romantic moment

2008-05-09T23:02:00.000-07:00

after mr chee's party (farewell party), my dear decided to bring me to top of the hill to watch KL'S SCENERY !! omg so beautiful..it was my 1st time being top of the hill..the feeling was awesome..so romantic...there are other couples too..it was as though i own the whole KL...ahaha...i miss tht moment...hmm credit to my darling because he took the effort to go with his frens 1st before bringing me there..it was his 2nd time on top of the hill...nice place to date but beware if u r going with someone u barely know because the place quite dark.we wanted to wait for sunrise but unfortunately, me the sleepy pig was tired...my darling was so thoughtful, seeing me resting in the car, didn't want to wake me up, he decided to drive back home so i could get some beauty sleep..did i mention he was waiting for his frens too..but blame it on me, he cancelled the meet up...well hheehe he say tht we still can go again...so sweet of him...tht night was the most memorable night ever...hmmm MISS HIM SO MUCHY =)

~ LOUIS ~

2008-04-13T21:23:00.000-07:00

~ FOREVER LOVE ~

I never asked
For a blessing like you.
Like I've spoken to God
And my wishes came true.

I asked for a person
To love and to hold.
To be loyal and faithful
Not angry and cold.

God placed you on Earth
As I quested to find,
The one who would be there
So sweet and so kind.

In my wildest dreams
I would have denied.
That something so perfect
Could at all be supplied.

You have such a sweet face
But you are so much more.
You're my friend and I love you.
Your flaws I ignore.

With this small, simple statement
I give you and pray,
That you'll love me forever,
And forever you'll stay.

JUST FOR LAUGHTER =)

2007-12-27T09:19:00.000-08:00

1. girl: Will you love me aftermarriage also?boy: This depends on your husband, if he allows me.

2. Doctor: your husband needs rest andpeace. Here are some sleeping pills.Wife: When must I give them to him?Doctor: They are for you.

3. God saw me hungry, he created pizza .He saw me thirsty, he created pepsi .He saw me in dark, he created light .He saw me without problems, he created YOU.

4. One Early morning a mother went to her sleeping son and woke him up.
MOM : "Wake up, son. It's time to go to school.
"SON : "But why, Mama? I don't want to go to school.
"MOM : "Give me two reasons why you don't want to go to school.
"SON : "One, all the chilldren hate me.Two, all the teachers hate me.
"MOM : "Oh! that's not a reason. Come on, you have to go to school.
"SON : "Give me two good reasons WHY I*should* go to school?
"MOM : "One, you are FIFTY-TWO years old and should understand your responsibilities.Two, you are the PRINCIPAL of the school.

5. What are the three fastest ways of communication?Three fastest means of communication in the world.
Tele-phone
Tele-vision
Tell-a-woman.
You still want faster?
Tell her not to tell anyone :-)

6. A man is dying of Cancer.His son asked him, "Dad, why do u keep telling people u're dying of AIDS?"Answer:"So when I'm dead no one will dare touch ur mom!"

christmas day !

2007-12-25T23:35:00.000-08:00

wow !! wake up the earliest, unbelievable... i guess i wasn't drunk last night... or was i? dun care la... went to church early in the morning as the service starts at 9.30am... thts early! no choice... today me n my mum DRESS TO KILL...we wore red for christmas, my red was ok but mum's red was chilli red... DAY IS GETTING HOTTER! ahaha... after church we headed to new jusco... i suggested KENNY ROGERS since dad haven't try before... i ate most of the left over... usually dad will be the one tht sapu left overs, but everyone was so full EXCEPT for me...OMG am i pregnant? impossible i'm still............ i guess my apetite was good. we had donuts too as a christmas present from the church.

since it takes so long for the food to be serve, me n mum went to the store department. i wanted to buy red wine for tomights party in nick's house. i'm not good at choosing the wine so i asked for the best wine ever (hmm so whenever anyone ask tht thts because they know ntg, but in the meantime trying to act high class, SWEAT) anyway i bought as was recommended by the sales girl. after lunch we went back home... i was so exhausted! i need to sleep if not tonight i cant party n drink (for info if i'm tired i get drunk easily) so i slept from 2pm to 6pm...WOW yes WOW i knw... i needed energy k...

after wash up i went to cheryl's place to pass her the present. she got rashes man. she is allergic to alcohol...poor gurl...i feel so sorry for her... guilty yes i knw ! after tht i waited for brandon, joce n mei yan (SUBANG,PJ PPL) at the old jusco... then together we depart to nick's place...PARTY UNDER THE RAIN = WET PARTY ahaha...thts not good...

in nick's place, we (okay la me n brandon) we ate 3 rounds because the food was delicious n of coz WE WERE HUNGRY...n i need energy for wine later! after the meals we went into the kitchen (since its raining outside) we decided (ok fine i decided) to open the wine... sekelip mata 1 bottle of wine is gone...we open 2nd bottle...this time the alcohol is not as much as the 1 i bought(its medium ok not as thick as u thought)... there's karaoke in nick's place but i wasn't high if not i will RAMPAS the mic n i'll be the ruler ! hohoho...too bad today wasn't my day but last night was my day...

we left nick's place around 11pm... great after this i'm grounded for days... honeymoon at home then....pathetic !! mum & dad i'm an adult...ish...

CHRISTMAS EVE

2007-12-25T03:00:00.000-08:00

kerry's bf plan everything for christmas eve...since i've no date (so sad awh) i decided to follow them out...hehe...but before tht i've another plan too...since its christmas eve, tomorrow will be christmas day(DUH !!) .. so its also another important day for the one i've been praying about...its his birthday too...i told him i'll call him up, since 0ur time zone is 2 hours 30 mins diff, i plan to call him strike 12am (aussie time)...however i was indirectly force by kerry to spend christmas eve with him,george n shafiq...so i msg him n he is fine v me calling him earlier n after tht enjoy myself... i called him before kerry's bf come for me, sadly my talktime card can only last 19mins WTH !! i'm so depress, i cant eat i cant sleep...whoakay maybe tht too drama... practically I'M VERY SAD EMO THE WHOLE NIGHT !! worst thing is we were happily talking SUDDENLY the line cuts off...ish ish ish... i feel so bad so sorry tht i cant really spend time v him as his big day is tomorrow! WTH...so thoughtful of him or shall i say so sweet of him tht he promised to call me back when he gets a new talktime card...its cheaper actually to call from australia to m'sia !! then my mood came back again...yeah i miss him so much... =) so cool his bd is on christmas day..I WANT MY WEDDING TO FALL ON CHRISTMAS DAY TOO...akaka...

after tht shafiq pick me up then cheryl then kerry then evangeline (kerry's cousin she is cool even though she is 30). george was in the car too. shafiq bought d'vas(i hope i spell it correctly) n we drank in the car. i guess we were so broke tht we decided to drink before going into atrium. cheaper ahhaa...

in the car we were enjoying as though its a small club..there's disco ball, n lights in the car add on v d'vas, syoknya! the embarassing part was tht george & shafiq shouted merry christmas in the middle of the road in KL full of strangers...great i dunno where to hide my face..but i guess this is what *GUYS* would do...LOA !! hai...speechless...

we reach heritage roll around 10 ++ since we plan to go Atrium, we have to be there b4 10pm because we were underge (below 21 yrs) haiz..WE WERE LATE..thts y stupid.. shafiq tried to negotiate v them but...we have to open bottle wic we dun want (WE WERE HALF BROKE)... embarassing! nvm we headed to MOJO...actually me n cherly wanted to go maison but today not ladies night...but its ok to try new place...

i love MOJO even though its small...i love the interior design...its new to me but i like it... we had snacks...but me n cheryl were HUNGRY! we decided to eat in mamak, opposite atrium. many may have this thinking tht we shouldn't eat after drinking because we'll vomit out everything, lucky for me i'm diff i need to eat get my energy then only i can drink (as much as 1 can)...unfortunate for cheryl i guess she was not used to it, she puke...i was so worried for her...but after tht she felt better...

we went back to MOJO strike 12am...its christmas! the songs change from emo to hip hop akak..we enjoy very much..since it was jam we went back to the same mamak again for a drink..i guess i need to get home early- dad text me, he said HE IS ANGRY AND I'M GROUNDED...ish...nvm college going to start next week...so take it as "REST" for me since i'm out everyday! i reached home around 2.30am which is...hmmm not bad de la...compare to others...heehe...well i'm going to miss the fun for new year countdown...nvm i'm shifting to new house soon so i'll be busy tht i won be having time for party...so i guess i better *BE A GOOD GURL* stay home help clean up n pack up...

cant wait to shift to my new house this friday! i hope everything is fine as my parents were having trouble with the workers...haih...susah! i guess thts all for christmas eve... tired i need to take my beauty sleep as i need to wake up early for church tomorrow...9AM !!!!!!! haoih...

sunday

2007-12-23T21:26:00.000-08:00

gosh ! u know what i've been doing the world day?? i really dunno but my mind is full of him him him...gosh! i guess thats because christmas is NEAR, VERY NEAR!... cant wait i'm going to call him tomorrow...hmmm whole day i was thinking bout what should i say what should i tell him what should i do since his birthday is NEAR..i cant do much he is FAR FAR AWAY from me...k i should be myself yes myself... SHOULD I SING SHOULD I...arg i cant sleep... gosh y he has to stay so far from me (dun ask how far) haih...was thinking should i go to atrium or should i not because if i go hmmm i cant wish him at strike 12am, but if i dun go i can wish him so... how? nvm since he say he is coming back SOON...k lets see is MARCH soon? nvm...........................sobs sobs i shall not think so much de...see how it goes la...nvr been so tension before...HELLO CAROLINE ARE U OK? no...on phone already not ok what more seeing him face to face...akaka maybe i won faint just nose bleed...akaka...well all i knw is i'm happy because i get to hear his voice after so long...chaoz MERRY CHRISTMAS PPL =)

saturday

2007-12-22T23:42:00.000-08:00

yesterday kerry msg me after she left! she wants me to teman her to my hair stylist because the effect on me and my words persuaded or shall i say bring HOPE & LIGHT to her life kaka (drama betul)...i told her tht i trusted my hair stylist that everytime when i visit the saloon ALL I NEED IS TO SIT DOWN & THEN PAY...thts all... my hair stylist (NOEL) he know what's best for me & i'm satisfied whenever he finished his art on mua...thts y its important to have such a trust..ahah anyway the luck wasn't at our side, the saloon was closed...aku pun tak tahu kenapa! sad case but i promised her tht we still can go tomorrow...

so we went for breakfast-me, kerry, shafiq & george (cant rmb his actual name). .after that we headed to imbi plaza because her bf wanna fix his laptop...i got lots of info bout laptop...i saw this latest laptop - HP PAVILLION tx 1316, wow i felt in love with it the minute i saw it...the screen can turn, got small mini control, tumbprint access, notebook where i can write on the screen...and the best part is its cheap - RM 2999...but some say expensive...but arg dunno la i like it...if not i might go for fujitsu or sony....LETS SEE HOW...but my 1st choice is tht was mentioned...we had great laughter too while fixing as i was fooling the sales boy...he so so so DUH...no words can discribe him...but i guess i was too bored thts y...i'm good at finding ppl to entertain mua..akaka..

after tht i FORCED ALL OF THEM TO GO MID-VALLEY, reason? thts because i wanna watch NATIONAL TREASURE 2....bluek i wan means i wan...ish i knw i'm demanding but we still have fun...thts when i'm around (perasan betul)...akaka...the movie was nice i love it compare to the 1st...actually same same la...but the ticket was EXPENSIVE WEI...hai...nvm as i said i demand for it....

after movie kerry recommended a hindi restaurant, forgotten the name de...its a charity restaurant (i'm so shock), u know y? coz we can eat how much we want and the best part is we can pay how much we want ! shock wei...i shall not say out how much we pay....CHARITY OK...so long its out of sincerity !! right>?! RIGHT, coz i dun rmb i pay! oh ya george paid...shy! the food was great, deliciousnya! hehe...

after tht we took a short walk in pavillion i saw lots of nice clothes for guys...hmm...i know what to buy for him de when he is back...hehe...before leaving to the carpark, i saw this shop(shall not review it) i bought lots of prezzie at once...so worth it man...i finished my christmas shopping in half an hour...SATISFIED !!

i think thts all for now..i'm tired i wanna sleep de... ZzZzZzz

saturday

2007-12-21T23:30:00.000-08:00

lets see...today nothing much just had a small gathering with my high school mates...didn't see them for a long time due to my exams...hai...anyway ai mei, kerry, sery yee & joe came to my house for supper...we bought pizza & donuts...the rest couldn't make it because they ABANDON US !!...ahaha jkjk i think they were busy working shopping & NOT IN M'SIA (u knw urself la) but we'll have another bigger gathering *hopefully* during christmas eve in ATRIUM...but not confirm...anyway we had a great time bonding-bonding...gosip too well thts what happen when girls come together...actually its not gosipping its discussing...akaka...LAME ! oh ya i think we were too bored tht we watch HARRY PORTER...or maybe there's no other better movie on the channels...but we had fun chit chatting v everyone because we havent see each other for a long time...3 weeks consider long? akaka...they left around 11pm...shall see them er...dunno when la hopefully christmas eve lor... miss u guys muaks...NEXT TIME BRING BEER OR WINE k !!

how girls express their love ?

2007-12-21T13:25:00.000-08:00

永远不会发脾气的女人就如同一杯白开水─解渴，却无味。

你迟到，她向你发脾气，是因为她紧张你，她怕你出了什麼意外。

你喝酒抽烟，她向你发脾气，是因為她担心你的身体健康，她希望跟你长长久久，白头到老。

你身上被发现有别的女人香，她向你发脾气，是因為她在乎你，

你是她的所有，她不想跟别人分享你。

你臭袜子乱扔，她向你发脾气，是因為她关心你，她怕有一天你会被自己的臭袜子淹没，

所以她要先把你训练好。

你忘记她的生日，她向你发脾气，是因她对你有所期待，

她并不会要求一个陌生人记住她的生日。

女人是最讲理的动物，她的脾气往往导因於各式各样的理由；

女人也是最不讲理的动物，她的理由经常令人无法理解。

女人可以为了一件小得不能再小的事，发一场大得不能再大的脾气。

因為女人对身边的男人有所要求，有所期望，所以常常会失望、失落，

因此，女人容易对男人发脾气。

身边有个会向你发脾气的女人，其实是一件多麼幸福的事！

而身边有一个会让自己发脾气的男人，

也是莫大的幸福。

珍惜你身边那个爱生气的女生。。。

OnE Of a kInD =)

2007-12-20T11:31:00.000-08:00

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you
[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she stilllooks amazing ]

When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on thecheek. ]

When she's scared
[assure her you're not going to leaveher ]

When she lays her head on yourshoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold herhand ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything isokay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you couldunderstand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with herfingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make herlaugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]

Stay on the phone with her even ifshes not saying anything.

When she's mad hug her tight anddon't let go

When she says she's ok dont believeit, talk with her

because 10 yrs later she'll rememberyou:

Call her at 12:00am on her birthdayto tell her you love her

Call her before you sleep and afteryou wake up

Treat her like she's all that mattersto you.

Tease her and let her tease you back.

Stay up all night with her when she'ssick.

Watch her favorite movie with her orher favorite show even if you think its stupid.

Give her the world.

Let her wear your clothes.

When she's bored and sad, hang outwith her.

Let her know she's important.

Kiss her in the pouring rain.

When she runs up at you crying,

thefirst thing you say is;

"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

WEDNESDAY

2007-12-19T23:25:00.000-08:00

today i hanged out with the smart & holy gang again...after i picked Nicholas up we flew to KDU(we were damn late!!)... brandon, joce, janice, mei yan were waiting for us to arrive... missed college actually...i guess everyone was on holiday because i don't see many cars around...however we planned to have our breakfast in SS2 - DIM SUM...it was ok but some of it was nice...i still prefer klg dim sum... tasty!! we ate about RM 77 ++... AS usual we gossip a lot while eating and also throwing bombs at ppl...akaka... MANGSA - JOCE & JANICE...poor them...thts y without them life is MEANINGLESS...akakaa...

after that we drove to ONE U because we wanted (i suggested, hehe) to go NEWAY to sing DUH! its their 1st time and my....er.... dunno how many times de...i love it especially after exam...release stress..akaka.. we did enjoy ourselves sing like nobody business - WE PAY FOR IT (joce's motor...hmm or mine?) however we had fun fun fun...the annoying part is that i cant use my voucher for ONE U branch...damn its 50% okay...WTH !! ish...we sang for 5 hours (best part we got extra time vout charges) splendid...

half way singing i have to meet up v kenny to pass him his prezzie...i bought him a cup (ARSENAL CUP) HEHE...but i find it too small for a present for such generous guy who spend me everything...so i decided to buy him FAMOUS AMOS...at least make the present look *BIG*..AKAKA.. luck wasn't at my side there's no FA in one U...ish...guess how i know? i asked min yuen and GUESS WHERE IS SHE? dating v some anonymous guy...wah she learn fast wei...akaka...thts y i love being single...widen our options...SWEET...oh she was in one U too...should have spy whether tht guy handsome or not..wasted...

in the end i couldn't find anything to add on to the prezzie so i just bought a nice paper bag to hold the prezzie... but he love it even though its a cup (dunno true or not) ...worse thing is i told him i know what to buy him for his bd, he said "ARE U BUYING PLATE FOR ME?" ish ish ish...not funny k... very close but no...i'm buying him a pair of fork & spoon v arsenal logol on it...akaka... nah i'm not so cheapskate... i guess its a secret... =)

after we spend our entire afternoon in NEWAY (btw it cost us RM 228.80 -nice no !!) we went for movie...guess what i watched this movie for the 2nd time -HEARTBREAK KID... still i enjoy myself laughing as if its my 1st time, said janice...akaka... SERIOUSLY WE WERE BROKE BROKE...but we decided to go NEWAY again but this time its SUBANG NEWAY because we got 2 of 50%...so its a waste if we don't use it by the end of the year...hooray...akaka...

after movie we cancel our plan to laundry bar because YES WE ARE BROKE ! we went to this mamak in ATRIA...supper was alright...then we went home (I'M THE DRIVER !) ...

TEARS ="(

2007-12-18T21:32:00.000-08:00

I stare into the mirror in disbelief.

I can't understand this person glaring back at me.

Looking into that reflection,I see a person hiding feelings of doubt, pain, and worthlessness.

I see a person too hurt for words to describe, too hurt to remain alive.

I see a person so lost and confused,not knowing what to do.

She does the only thing she knows how.

Secludes herself from the world.

Keeping herself hidden from the people who judge,The people who stab,

The people who don't even realize they are hurting her like they are.

Night after night she sits alone in her room,

Head buried under her pillow crying the night away.

Tears of pain,Tears of sorrow,Tears of confusion and aggravation,

Tears for all the times she's ever been hurt.

The piled up emotions kept deep inside,Thrashing at her soul,

Engraving words of lies and deception on her heart.

Each night spent alone,Thinking of unwanted thoughts brings her closer

to the fate she knows one day will come.

Thinking how she can get away and leave this place without upsetting her friends,

A way she can leave that will leave a lasting imprint

on those who have caused her heart to finally snap,

A way she can quietly slip away fromthe very existence she fears most.

Living each day in fear of the next.

I wish the end would just come today,I'm sick of living life like this.

Sick of always being the target oftheir opinions.

The concrete ideas people have;

Always deepening my level of self-hatred and my longing to drift away.

One day they will see...

And will understand what it's like to be me.

monday...

2007-12-17T20:43:00.000-08:00

lets see...hmm...ya monday i went to soon seng bak kut teh (behind klg parade) with my SAM frens...its been a long time we havent meet each other...or should i say I MISSED ALL THE GATHERING...damn dure to exams tht y i have to sacrifice...however everything turn out fun...we enjoy the bak kut teh so much..lovely...i ate the slowest (disease by amy lai)... miss bak kut teh so much now... my frens love it...

after that we headed to aeon jusco (the biggest in east asia- i think)..who say KLANG ulu ?? sepak luu...however even though i stayed in klg, ITS MY 1ST TIME STEPPING INTO THE NEW COMPLEX...looks huge from the outside but not really the inside... but i love it so much because now i can just go to aeon jj for branded stuff (ie GUESS, G2000, MNG, ESPRIT, NICHII.. etc) and i need not drive all the way to sunway, one u, klcc.. so convenient..

i wonder y is it so convenient WHEN I'M ACTUALLY SHIFTING AWAY to bukit jelutong..sweat sweat..but still convenient coz my new house is just 15 mins to aeon jj, one u, the curve, and pyramid.. so still COOL..

back to smart & holy gang...we bought donuts...it was delicious gila wei...yummy i ate the durian n snow donuts...thanks to nick he belanja all of us...damn pai sei la...but we'll belanja him back for his *kind soul* ahaha...we din really shop there but just look around had a feel of it then CABUT...

we decided to hang out in brandon's house..oh btw we went to nick's house...big n beautiful...i love it...the interior design was perfect..i love bali style..very peaceful too.. as for brandon's bangalow...wow got swimming pool..we should have bikini party ppl !! there's a shattel for DJ wei..dun play play..i love the design too..we hang out talk nonsense a bit...then we started to plan for later evening event n also wednesday's outing..wah i really can lepak n SPEND....poor me dad...sobs sobs... feel like working now...anyone wanna hire me?>?

we decided to hang out in pyramid for dinner and as for wednesday we planned to gather in KDU 1ST den dim sum for breakfast in SS 2..after we build up our energy we shall go for WAR (singing in neway) keke...best part is i got 50 % discount... but dunno how to use it...nvm just enjoy myself...

in pyramid we had waffles for dinner (wah we desperate to save cost)... however its worth it coz very feeling.. we chat bout living in other country coz brandon & esther just got back from australia (melbourne).. i'm getting worried of myself whether i can handle everything all by myself..i hate to cook but i love to wash..akak.. haih now i knw y i'm single coz i cant cook i cant ikat guys heart... haih but i still HATE TO COOK.. actually lazy la.. i only cook my favourite er...eg? er...MAGGI MEE! EGG! er....thts all... akaka... ok i promised myself i'll learn how to cook because my grandma is staying v us for a week...i shall spare some time to to *watch* how grandma cook... =)

after that we went our separate ways...awaiting for wednesday to arrive... =)

saturday

2007-12-15T00:39:00.000-08:00

today ntg much just a small gathering in my house where all the youth members came for a movie...our mission is to get souls safe! all glory to the Lord 4 souls was safe...we had popcorn n other house make foods...delicious...i was in charge of drinks n buying popcorns...ish bought too much de left 2 big bowl...everything cost me RM 44.80 ..there goes my saving for the week...but i still can claim..yeah yeah...

the bad thing is i'm still having fever due to the stress in exams n lack of rest...hai poor me...n guess wat I'M STILL NOT SLEEPING...caroline caroline plz love urself...everything went well for this small party...we had great laughter but because i wasn't feeling well i din really enjoy much nor help much....feel so guilty now....GOD FORGIVE ME !!

i think thts for all...i didn't take any pictures because we were all busy...but we had great fun fellowship with one and another... =)

friday !!

2007-12-14T01:50:00.000-08:00

hmmm lets see...today i woke up early to go for an appointment in klg parade....i did my manicure and pedicure along with my mummy....it took us about 3 hours to finish everything...it was a nice experience...we spend about RM300...ahah once in a year thing so should be alright...i love the design on my nails...too bad cant show u guys the pics because com SOT SOT de...

after that we went home to prepare for my cousin sister's wedding dinner...if u guys wanna see the pics do check out in my friendster because i cant put in any pics...but the wedding was grand...my cousin looked beautiful tht night...the worst thing is everyone (THE ONES OLDER THAN ME) came with theur bf...EXCEPT for me...hai...but i'm happy living a single life...sometimes i feel lonely but when i think back my past relationship i thank GOD i'm single now...so no more complaints...but i still can date....my options are bigger now...keke...life is great...i'm alive now!! (was i dead?) hmm...

anyway i dress my best of coz not to attract guys because i know all ah beng will be found except for my cousins...akaka...so bad la me...however i took few pics with my cousins n their girlfriends...lovely...one big family...not really la... about 70 of us including everyone...keke....

however the actual wedding was on the coming sunday....hmm weird but nvm...everyone was happy tht night...me 2... not really because the part that my mum's friend was shock when they come to know that i'm her daughter...haih....then they'll say WAH UR daughter look like ur sister...ish let me clarify this NOT THT I'M OLD (to comfort my soul) ITS JUST MY MUMMY LOOKED YOUNG =)....hehe...

i think i had a great day but tiring day too...gudnite...muaks

thursday =)

2007-12-13T20:52:00.000-08:00

i've waited so long so long for this day to arrive! finally its THURSDAY !! i woke up early in the morning wash up and get dress up for this date...hmm...loving single life... i make up and thought of what should i wear...well since i knw this guy well so i dun have to worry of whether i look nice or not... just put on something that makes me feel comfortable =)

we planned to meet up at 10.30am in subang ss15... i arrived earlier because i dun wanna be late for the this date (bad impression).. hmm i parked my car right in front of burger king... THANK GOD...wat a nice parking... and guess what? i saw janice yong what a coincident...going to meet her n the smart n holy gang next week de...perfect...then i paid for parking...i wasn't sure how much should i pay but i paid until 5PM...well it freak me out after i msg janice. she told me that parking is until 6.30PM...die lor means i can get saman anytime...however GOD was on my side... AKU TAK KENA !! funny thing is my date told me tht its ok saman only mar RM60...boy u rich i'm not...but he was so adorable all day long...i kept laughing n laughing... love being in his presence...even we r just fren but he make me feel i'm so important tht day...or maybe its just him...one of a kind...

we went to ss14 for breakfast...this guy can really eat...well i have to teman him even if i'm not use to breakfast... food wasn't tht tasty...he agreed...i guess we both LIVE TO EAT not eat to live...there's a different... after tht we headed to PAVILLION...yes ! splendid !!

on the way he on his emo songs but it was suitable for a date...ahaha love the emo songs very much... in the car we had a chat about our past relationship wic i dun really wanna share but its ok i say what i'm suppose to say as for him he DECIDED TO KEEP IT A SECRET...darn !! unfair...but it was fun he is such a joker... guy like him y would a girl wanna break up v him? he is adorable or should i say one of a kind...

we finally reached. after he parked his car we went into the complex...OMG THE CHRISTMAS TREE was so nice! i think the best among the rest...gosh i took a pic of it but unfortunately the com dun allowed... but its a memorable day no doubt... love the shops... but i only bought earrings for tomorrow's dinner because i really dun wanna spend so much poor my dad...plus we shifting soon... OMG I'M MATURED DE...so proud akaka...

i guess today's date i really get to know him better n better... oh i'm blinded by his kind heart...someone slap me so i'll see the picture clearly not cheated by him...nah i dun think so...HOPE SO?? he is a good fren but............................................hmmm after i check out the burberry handbag wic my mum ordered me to do so, we make our way to the cinema....

cinema was big but the crowd?? hmm should i refer them to the crowd?? ok nvm...well its new what u expect...we bought THE LEGEND...it was a nice movie because ahaha....he knw i knw....splendid....oh did i mention HE SPEND EVERYTHING TODAY...EVERYTHING OK..i spend like RM 3.50 for drinks !! ahaha....oh...adore him now...(WAKE UP CAROLINE)

after that we decided to have our lunch hmm...i wasn't hungry because we just ate 3 hours ago...WTH this guy can really eat...we saw this restaurant...shit forgot the name de...nvm i love the restaurant... as usual i ate cheese bake rice...but this time was so diff from the 1 in kim gary...guess wat?? i can't finish the food and he was so (OW!!) finish it up for me because he dun like to waste food... hai malunya me!! oh ya this time HE PAID FOR EVERYTHING AGAIN!! i wanna pay him back but hai...he dun wan...very degil of him..how could he spoilt me...BUT I LIKE IT MAN...

after we filled our stomach we went to cinema...the movie was not bad but a bit scary... maybe u guys should watch n ya understd wat i'm trying to say...hmm...lets see what he did tht touches my heart...oh ya i wanna go to wash room he followed me without hesitating or even care whether he was concentrating...oh SO SWEET !! again i wonder y his gf wanna break up...such a gentleman (or maybe its wat guys do all the time - now u knw how pathetic my life can be) however it was very sweet of him to do tht...

after the movie we went home because its......actually he thinks tht i wanna go back early....but i thought of him the same thing too...ish...if not we could have spend more time....however girl its just a date dun get too into it....(if not .......) ahaha....well i just wanna enjoy single life...

in the car i was feeling a bit dizzy i dunno y but arg my head was in pain...he said he wanna go to washroom as its emergency...which is true...and guess what??!! he bought me panadol...OMG how thoughtful of him wei...i nvr had this treatment for a long time...i had once in FORM 2 where this guy actually ran under heavy rain just to get me a panadol from 7/11....gosh i tot the good guys were all dead...well...hmmm prove me wrong tht i havent really step into the world yet...so girls out there NO POINT MOURNING TOO LONG FOR A GUY THT HURT U...go get dress put up the best of urself n go for a date !! seriously u'll feel better...life full of rainbow...akaka

when i got home....oh he just cant let me go...even when i got home he msg me asking whether i'm back safe (i know most guys do tht) but u see that's not the point...he keep ringing me until i pick up because i din reply as i was bathing...gosh gosh i really love single life!! hmmm.....now my life really full of rainbow...loving it....THANK GOD!...bye going to chat v him now...muaks

wednesday !!

2007-12-12T19:16:00.000-08:00

oh before i start my daily adventure, i shall THANK GOD 1st for HE has blessed me with unexpected result...did i mention tht when everyone got their results through mail, i didn't get mine...i din even bother to ask the lecturers because i guess i was busy or just that i dun care...I JUST GOT MY MAIL after a long journey from KDU to india to thailand to bengkok to china to indon n finally reach my house- BAYU PERDANA!! oh did i forget to mention that when my classmates got their resluts? IT WAS ON THE MONTH OF OCTOBER !! wow thts how efficient m'sia's postman...*CLAP* HAI...anyway i got my result... quite shocking because i din expect much...or can i say dun expect too much then u'll get more... i got B+ for contract and A for intro to human rights... thts quite shocking it like i never expect an A from MS.SAVITA. me?? it never happened... but indeed GOD is good !! because its a merciful results... ahaha i din really do much and i wasn't confident at all...just HANTAM only on tht day itself... hmm...however its no longer syok to know bout it because I'M WORRY BOUT MY LATEST EXAM...oh... *pray & fast*

thts all for exams coz i dun wanna think bout it anymore coz it hurts as bad as falling out of stupid relationship...

today !!

i went to facial EARLY in the morning... guess how long i slept? if dun count in the sleeping hours at home... i slept AGAIN from 11am - 4pm .. was it bad? but i love it coz i had a body massage which helps me released tension... besides this my body was really in pain after gym...thts y i skip gym today, tomorrow too and tomorrow tomorrow too...ish !! well i have good reasons for tht...

tomorrow - i've got date in pavillion
after tomorrow - i got penicure & pedicure appointment den dinner after tht

as for today i skipped because PAIN LA MY BODY especially my stomach after sit up...BENGKAK..HARD HARD (sounds wrong)...

so i'm please with my reason..no worries i'll control my meal too...plus tomorrow shopping, i shall take it as an exercise too... akaka... SWEAT !! well i can really shop...poor my date but i'll make his day... no worries..NO WORRIES?? (caroline behave) ....akaka kawan shj...

hmm...i had my breakfast lunch and dinner in one meal...sweet...akaka...sounds good !!

after that i spend half an hour in the curtain shop(interior design) to confirmed the curtain made for my new room...i'm happy with my choice... i think i had a tiring day even though ntg much happen...shall wait till tomorrow cant wait...oh love it... loving single life too...

okay shall update more...guarantee juicy story tomorrow!!

see ya i wanna nurture my brain with my CLEO mag after i neglect it for EXAMS...darn !!

tuesday =)

2007-12-12T01:23:00.000-08:00

i just got back home !! shall continue my daily story for this holiday season...

well early in the morning mum woke me up...haih my beauty sleep ruin...mum wants me to drive little sister to church for carolling practice...fine den i shall scarifice...but the true reason behind this is because MUM SAY SHE WANNA GO SHOPPING WHILE WAITING FOR SIS TO END HER PRACTICE...well my eyes just open wide when i heard the word *SHOPPING*...Cool... i wash up within 30 mins...thts the fastest i can go...ahaha...den i spend my time in church with my little sister while waiting for mum to arrive (she went to but bd cake)... AND SHE TOOK SUCH A LONG HOUR TO ARRIVE...wat la she do... time is flying i wanna go shopping as was promised..however i did have a great time in church with the children...wanted to upload pictures but the com don allowed...sad case if not u guys can have a look at how *wonderful* the children can be...akak...

after LUNCH (lunch only arrived ish..wasted my hours of shopping time), mum arrived...we took 1 car to shopping mall... mum wanted to search for dinner wear as my cousin's wedding is around the corner...i'm so kind to teman mum...ahaha YEA RIGHT...my main purpose is so tht i can get something for myself using mum's cash (SINCE WHEN I OWN THE CASH? NEVER!!) so we walk in few shops...hmm found 1 bling bling dress which i love it so much it suits for clubbing too...wonderful but not the price so i decided to drop tht...however my mission did completed because i got myself a red dress for christmas (tht purple dress was for dinner)..wonderful n mum got 1 too love it n i can share v her...kakaka... i love the red dress its so classy n feminine...not to perasan but it looks good on me...love it its so CHRISTMAS...just lack of green...akaka... oh i'm satisfied for today's shopping (since when i nvr!).. i nvr miss the chance of not empty handed back home...

oh besides clothes i told mum i wanna go for pedicure this friday before the dinner...mum loves the idea n she joint me too...we went into 1 of the shops had a research done n immediately make an appointment...wah... its not cheap for 2 of us...not only manicure but also pedicure...wonderful right...i know i spend a lot...i still need to shop for my make up stuff n also my date in pavillion...hmm i'm afraid i won be able to get anything back this time..i'm broke so broke...i need to buy prezie for those i love only la (so if u dun get it too bad I DUN LOVE U LA)...akaka jkjk no offend but tight budget so if u dun get it thts because i had too much on my head...sorry yea...but i'll try to make it up for everyone...I HOPE SO... heheh...

oh yea i'm suppose to get my facial done today but unfortunately its not my day its PUBLIC HOLIDAY akaka...so i change to wednesday wic is tomorrow...cant wait coz i need head massage...

after 2 hours of gym i headed to mamak to meet up wit my high school buddy...and the main reason is because MARY IS BACK ! so miss her lots... she was so kind to spend us...or should i say her bf spend us...so sweet of them...we gossip a lot...DUH ! thts wat girls do when they meet...daily routine i can say... oh add to my schedule next thursday i'm going clubbing in maison with kerry n the babes... cant wait coz i need to release part of my stress (hmm heartbreak too)...oh yea buford stayed in Maru's place for a week..my dear so jealous...no its envy...haih... guess wat i asked them this stupid question:

ME : HEY U GUYS BELIEVE IN LDL (long distance love)
buford n mary : well duh..look at us...
ME : (IN MY HEART) whoakay i just embarrassed myself for asking stupid quess wic is so obvious..a slap right on my face...

see some ppl thinks that LDL is not thr right way but it do happen n it worked out..well maybe for the luvky ones...but if i love someone i would be thinking the way mary n buford thought...how silly of me... maybe i never had 1 perfect relationship therefore i'm protecting myself from whatever stupid nonsense that happen in history... i just wanna say tht if i feel right i should continue loving someone who is far from me...i believe he will be back (even its long) because i feel right...its the feelings tht nvr felt so right in a way tht it makes me feel comfortable to trust him...however i dun wanna rush into it but i prefer to wait while i can use these time to cure my heart then can i say i'm ready in a godly way shall i put it this way...hmmm...lets see how it goes...just go with the flow as wei yee used to advise me... just pray !

i guess thts all for now..i'm sleepy...i need my beauty sleep...sister not home...so boring...hai sei...
shall update more for this holiday...hope u guys have a splendid holiday...i am having one de !

monday !!

2007-12-10T20:56:00.000-08:00

...continue

i went to hair saloon today..but before that i promise myself i muz go gym..indeed i did..finally sweat out..feel so relax now..my bone was in pain because i skip gym for a long time...hai sei...nvm will make up to it this holiday...hopefully =)

after gym i wash up n headed to saloon...my hair stylist havent reach because he stayed in PJ so caught in the jam...however his worker was so kind to rang him up n we spoke during his jam... this is our conversation:

noel : hello
me : still rmb me..its caroline on the line...shona's daughter !!
noel : yea yea...ok i know wat colour suits u de (his worker told him i wanna dye hair)
me : oh ok i trust u..see ya later
noel : pls pass to my worker thx

(after a short conversation v the maid)

i sat in my place as usual...knowing ntg thinking tht i need to wait for his arrival..however thts not so his worker immediately mix the colour as was told n started her mission...i love this hairstylist coz he is so professional tht i need not tell him what i want everytime i go..all i need to do is just sit down n relax..SEKELIP MATA...i'm done...at 1st i couln't see the effect i think because its wet still...but after blowing hmmm...i like it...i love the colour...in addition i wanted to highlight dark red but i think i better not its too much for my hair...muz take good care...we had gossip too when he cuts my hair...akaka...we used to have celebrities as our topic but this time its about MUA...akaka...he used to fly to england and he just got back...i guess i'll ask him to cut my hair when i'm in UK if he is there too...akaka...splendid bcoz i dun trust others...

after an adventure in the saloon, i decided to shop for my dinner dress as my cousin's wedding is on friday plus i dun wanna wait for mum to accompany me so i make a wise choice to drop by boutique n den claim from parents (sweet thts wat we alwiz do right) i'm broke now wanted to work but dad dun let because i need to help out in packing up stuff...good also la..akaka...n besides i paid extra timing for the parking ticket so shall not waste tht FEW CENTS...aka

after a long hour (er not really bcoz i usually shop fast n "GRAB" fast akak) shop, and stepping into different boutique, i finally saw what i want. i mean not wat i expected but it came so fast to my mind tht AKU SUKA I NAK I DUN CARE !! plus its cheap cheap cheap RM 76 after discount..its so feminine and i have heels to match v it..splendid..oh for ur info i won buy dress or any clothes tht won match my heels, if worst come to worst I'LL BUY NEW HEELS..but this time ish i make a big scarifice not to buy heels anymore (if not i cant spend on prezzie)...overall i'm happy.. btw not to forget i bought a dark purple dress and guess wat actually happen in that boutique ! i was looking around n 1 of the worker came to me...she showed me around help me search for dress (i'm not choosy coz i wish i could have more, practically EVERYTHING IF DUN MIND) hehe...den i found myself run out of cash so i called my mum she advise me tht if i really like it i can tell the owner my mum's name n they'll keep for me...which is quite embarrassing...however God is on my side (since when he wasn't), i went home found out tht my mum gave bro cash for tonight's dinner while they are away...hehe...YES! i took tht money n brought my baby (dress) home... love it so much coz its BLING BLING...akaka..

oh yea i was suppose to tell u guys what happen, its something i call -LESBIAN-... its btwn me n that sales girl who served me in the boutique...we communicate in mandarin...

(senario when i got back 2nd time for payment)

tht gurl : leng lui u came for ur dress??
me : yes yes
tht gurl : oh ok. (she took out my dress). nah n this is the receipt
me : thanks (after that i was settling the payment at the counter while she...dunno la)
cashier : thx n come again...

(from far far away)

tht gurl : LENG LUI bye bye(she shouted, of coz i din acknowledge, i wasn't tht perasan to care..however she shouted again looking into my eyes...EW !!)
me : oh oh bye thx =)
(as i walk out n get on my heels)
tht gurl : leng lui bye bye come find me again. (she ran from the end of the shop till the door)
me : (pretend i'm not freaking out) oh oh yea sure ...

den i ran out (er i wish bcoz its really scary is she less?? but she look so feminine.its nice of her but still my bulu roma just stands up straight like nvr b4)

wat a day...i din knw i can attract gurls...gosh i need to cool down man coz it really freak me out...lagi worst i pen down my number on the resit...GREAT i hope i dun get anonymous call man...i'm straight k... ths all for today's adventure...

...to be continue (sory no pics) =)

= busy hods =

2007-12-09T21:17:00.000-08:00

i just realised how busy i am this holiday season...i'm fully book for this whole week...wah good good keep this going on and on so i won be able to simply think...shall not remind myself bout exam results...muz chill out de if not die lor... cant sleep every night...lets see my schedule (wat makes me busy)...hmm...

mon - visit hair saloon
tues - facial in the morning then super v frens in the night
wed - shopping v mummy
thurs - date in pavillion
fri - cousin's wedding dinner
sat - small gathering in my house
sun - cousin's wedding in the morning
next mon - bak kut teh v SAM frens (maybe)
tues - not confirm
wed - neway with SAM frens again (to be confirm)

other day still planning ahead...i muz get busy...oh sure busy really busy because i'm moving in to my new house on the 28th dec so lots of shopping n cleaning n boxing n hmmm....i guess no time for rest...oh yes i need plan for christmas eve n new year eve...i shall go v different group for different occasion...sweet and by the time i dun even care bout the past...no time to think for EXAM RESULTS...yeeppy !! i guess thts all...

by the way i finally watch enchanted with my siblings...owh it was awesome it make me wanna FALL IN LOVE AGAIN...wth no no no caroline rmb u make a promise to urself BE WISE when come to relationship...(yea i'm still waiting n praying - cant wait to see u during CNY) i love the movie and i dun mind watch it again...awh...i shall date someone... lovely isnt it for those who watch plus its hilarious too...

i think thats for all...wat should i do which is meaningful this holiday...hmm...oh yea going gym EVERYDAY... i missed gym for weeks de...alomost to a month...wat a sacrifice man...but still i lost 2.5 kg because of stupid exam...but thts not much min yuen lost 5 kg in a week...thts too much...gurl muz take care of health-gambateh !!

i think thts for all for today...night is not getting younger as for me..i'm growing every seconds i need to move on in life...i muz love myself...but i never regret going tru ups n down coz it make me stronger inside...it make me who i am today...GOD NEVER FAILS !!

...to be continue

release of stress

2007-12-08T18:04:00.000-08:00

After exam, me carole and min yuen decided to have our so call last makan with amy because she is flying back to kuching in the afternoon. But before i go on with the event after exam, BEFORE EXAM - i drove to amy's place early in the morning around 6.30am..and i slept for 3 hours only. the reason why i went early its because she wanted to borrow my Q&A book...and guess what when girls meet, duh of coz they TALK TALK TALK TALK...i think we didn't even study much..can say we wasn't even ready for exam but still so relax...WTH...when we reach college...we got frightened by the juniors-they are holding books thick books...anyway we did tht too last time so well just to comfort ourselves...akaka we was so relax that the 1st thing we did was spy on cute guys...err confession time its not me lar actually its its AMY lor she lar...(trying hard to be innocent)...however its over I CARELESS !! after lunch with amy, we sent her back as she needs to pack up n wait for her prince charming (YEA RIGHT !!) to pick her up..naughty naughty AMY... influence me de now...hai sei..after that we headed to ONE U-NEWAY...my 1st time ever using such method to release all the stress and burden away by SINGING SINGING...wah sense of relief no more pain !! after long hour of singing, 3 of us finally PENGSAN...akaka nah we just damn tired thts all...oh we bought night movies...THE GOLDEN COMPASS...it was alright a bit boring i think maybe because all of us were tired...however nothing can stop us...after movie it was around 2.30 am...we bought NASI GORENG PATAYA (my appetite is back) i finally can eat...a proper meal..no more relying on MILO...ew...sick of it de...GUESS WAT???? !! we continue with a movie downloaded by carole- LICENCE TO WED...it was nice although we watch half way after makan coz we are already HALF DEAD...they not me...but because i need to take care of my health n sayang my body (i only slept 3 -4 hours per day) so we slept...hai the same old me again...even though i slept late i still wake up early...nah actually i need to repark my car if not KENA SAMAN...haiz spoilt my beauty sleep...i park at my old place then CONTINUE ZzZzzZZzzz...the next day...hmmmm....to be continue =)

- A NEW CHAPTER -

2007-11-30T09:37:00.000-08:00

my bff once told me *THINGS THAT DON'T KILL U MAKE U STRONGER* i agreed... now a new beginning for me... i'm stronger each time when i fall... GOD make me known that i'm never alone in facing life difficulties... i dun mind facing problem because i know i'll grow from it... yes yes sound so wrong who wants problem? but well the fact is WHO SAY LIFE IS EASY !! God never proclaim that but HE promised HE'LL always be beside us... HE DUN COME TO JUDGE BUT TO SAFE... I don't blame myself for coming into such life but whatever is done is done... it happened for a reason... THANK GOD i face it now then later... hmmm was wondering how many NEW CHAPTER i've passed? 19?? ahaha add *0000000000* behind... exams stress whole house was tension!! going nuts, but i still wanna deal it my way... BE POSITIVE... i do realised i've so many frens that truely cares for me n they are true enough to wake me up that i shouldn't let myself down... not worth it... but be thankful ! talking bout frens... ahaha the person i missed so much (hopefully ***** din read my blog) finally call back home... i realised whenever i'm in need ***** will appear... my bff said *GOOD THINGS COME WHEN WE WAIT*... true i was so naive so desperate to make my own new chapter... but i finally come to my senses I'LL WAIT... I'LL PRAY... (i knw u keep me in ur prayer)... a sense of relief and joy flowing in me (besides thinking bout exams-YUCK) well i shall continue my study N WAIT FOR MY CALL...oh so so HmMMMmmm.... hugs n kisses to my beloved frens... u guys know me best muaks... GAMBATEH !!

worries =(

2007-11-10T22:35:00.000-08:00

early in the morning i was so lazy to follow my parents out because I WAS LAZY thts all SIMPLE !! however i decided to force myself out of tht warm bed n go for breakfast with my family...ish...wanted to eat less but in the end eat more..die die la fat de no one wants me anymore...sobs...oh yea i force myself up because my dad wanna teach me how to use kesas road to go to my new house as well as my college in case KLANG FLOODED WITH CARS (too expressive of me) haha...and guess wat of all day TODAY kesas highway was jamed..we tot maybe its bcoz there was an accident or wat...WRONG GUESS.. its road block..wah since when m'sia police so rajin? the MEMORABLE PART is tht akaka those foreign worker or shall i refer them as ILLEGAL WORKER(wic they can be sued under law of tresspass-learm frm land law...SWEAT !!)..n yea we saw *their* car stopped at the roadside trying to .........actually i dunno wat they r doing but they seem to looked very very so so frighten...as for another car we spotted DALAM KERETA TAKDA ORG...MANA PERGI?? LARI LA OF COZ...y?? illegal lor as i mentioned...ksksks darn funny...anyway i learn new roads today n i find it so so far to use kesas unless klg is jem den its faster by using kesas...hai...as usual reach our new house nothing much to see because we went there on thursday DUH therefore not much different...oh yea speaking bout foreigner, my new neighbour's house got rob! wich frighten my parents n they wanted to hired a guard for our house, but wat changes their mind is tht my neighbour's case was caused by his own house guard...SO SCARY!!...I RATHER HAVE DOGS AS OUR GUARD THEN HUMAN...eventhough i hate dogs..plus its new neighbourhood n the lands beside us havent build up..ONLY FULL OF GRASS GRASS GRASS GRASS..no where is safe nowadays..but fear not MY GAD IS WATCHING OVER US plus our neighbour requested police officers to ronda around our area ONLY..chek wah !! btw i'm sifting to my new house on 28th dec wic means i'm leaving klg...oh i'll miss my old house...sobs...i guess thts all for today...btw i'm struggling with stupid land law, FRUSTRATION...consequence of not paying attention in class...too many lalat in my class de how can i concentrate...hai...nvm i shall put my last hope on GOD...yes CAROLINE LIM U CAN DO IT !! GAMBATEH...lim teh...akaka (i knw its lame)...will try to update m,y daily life more because i'm WARN by someone u knw who i am referring t0 (MIN YUEN)...akaka =) life sux

LAZY is a SIN...

2007-11-03T00:33:00.000-07:00

sory ppl i knw i havent been updating my blog for a long time...my com go KU KU again...plus hmm...i'm LAZY...akaka...hai will update when i'm back to my mood 1st...exam is just around the corner and guess wat i'm still wondering around sleep late wake up late dating dating flirting flirting chit chatting all day n night...WTH !! i guess i muz date n study at the same time...hmm...where can i go?? !!! OH YES library akaka...hai sei la sei la i cnt fail this time...GOD HAVE MERCY ON ME...wats wrong wit me i need encouragement...i think the issue here is tht i'm not lazy (not really) just tht i cnt overcome the FEAR of studying n in the end FAIL...i scared my hope will bring disaster to me again...oh LORD wat should i do...i need strength...i need u baby...i wish i'm so call 1st class honour student then i need not have to suffer...wat should i do...i've started studying a bit but my brain ain working...i need to cast out all the evil thought in me...PRAY & FAST...cant wait for the exam to pass then i can enjoy wit my frens n love 1... clubbing all night SHH..its a secret (those who read plz GOD gave each of us 1 mouth, do something gud bout it) akaka...alright maybe i shold really sit down n pray hard...i think i need to meditate on the word of the LORD so i'll have the peace in me to study...hmmm...i shall take this day to read my favourite book *HEAVEN IS SO REAL* it really comfort me a lot...i shall get some ilham frm this book akaka...den u'll see the OLD caroline de...the one tht go all the way for studies n lazy is nvr in her dictionary...study until crazy where all the pimples will start popping out...but worry not i knw how to prevent all this (have to no choice if tht "he'll" complaint)...WTH WTH WTH...OK la no more crabs get ready my shield my sword my breastplate my helmet n get ready for WAR...i muz pass so i can fly to UK wit all my beloved ones (u knw who i am refering to)...b4 i do all this A NAP WILL HELP (actually wanna pamper myself 1st)...shh...ZzZZZzZzZzzZZZ...

NIGHT OUT IN THE CURVE

2007-10-15T03:42:00.000-07:00

i followed my parents to the curve to LEPAK (dun play play my parents knw k) in the curve with his agents in TGIF...all the rich uncles n aunts there...funny thing is they r tht type who don usually go TGIF makan...they were confuse with the menu...lagi funny when the food comes they got shock tht not the plate is big...even though it is my thts not the issue...the issue here is tht the foods came in big portion....I LAUGH MY ASS OFF...luciky i knw..i ordered wat i like...duh of coz...i;m good at tht akak...wat la my parents also dunno mer...den i told them a lot bout the the curve...shit la my big mouth.. they gave a look and ask me U COME HERE EVERYTIME AFTER CLASS??? oh oh yo...die la this time...but no big deal right...u GOT ME A CAR...this is wat CARS are for...akaka...bad me bad me...den later we went shopping n mum bought a lot of clothes from G2000...too bad this time i din bring bac any...but...during the shopping mum's heels ROSAK...she cant walk so i had to rush to a shop tht opens until 11pm...THANK GOD...i found 1....some ah lian shop i think but no choice EMERGENCY...as i look i'm so frustrated dunno wat mum likes...SUDDENLY...the bulk on my head lighten...i've got an idea...DUH...i get something wic i like...coz mum would not wear something she dun like or not the one she try on...YEA YEA I'M BRINGING SOMETHING BACK...*a gold shandels*...i love it...but so expensive...compare to vincci...i'm aiming for 1...but tht will have to come later...i'm so happy...but at least mum can wear it n walk v it till we reach home SAFE !...
oh wat a daY....den we headed to RED BOX coz my dad is waiting for us there...we've got a VIP room...cost around RM 1000...i hope my dad dun pay everything...coz HE ALWAIZ..wic is sangat RUGI...wat to do he is the bos...small investment...so wat...give me tht money i go shopping...lagi worth (HEHEHE)....I SANG too wic surprise my parents my aunts my uncle (real relatives..not random tht type)....akaka...hey i can sing especially when SAT LUIN (lost my love)...pathetic one !!

took picture with mum after she blown her cake...oh yea forgetten to blog this....its my mum's belated birthday...took a pic...pretty?? i mean my mum...of coz...u look at her daughty u knw the answer de (akaka PERASAN)...WELL i got tht from my dad it runs in the blood...akaka...we went back around 2am...ish wanna go clubbing miss it....i shall pursuade my parents so this thursday i can go clubbing...akak...shhh....thts all for now...gudnight...

GUESS BAG

2007-10-14T09:58:00.000-07:00

-hot MAMA-

I DUNNO WHY WE BOTH (especially me) smile to the max...i guess something is going to happen....deng deng deng deng.....i think i know why....(sorry for being lame but i cant help it)...

after church me n my family decided to go to our new house for a visit...den we went back to klang to have our lunch in klg jusco...a lot of drama going on too coz my parents wanna develope photos...hai...lots of photos...we hang around in tht photo shop for at least an hour WTH !...i'm so angry coz my baby (stomach) is killing me softly...i got so mad tht i had a fight wit my mum(small 1 no worries, i did not kill anyone this time)hai...i NEED TO FILL MY PERUT WIT FOOD..i'm starving..GUESS wat i lagi mad when i go back to pizza...ALL THE PIZZA N SUP WERE NOT HOT ANYMORE...when comes to food i'm very choosy...i got so mad tht i cut the plate with my knife...(so sorry reveal my unladylikeness) akaka...den my dad got up and take another hot sup for me wic he cant do tht its against the R&R..but wat to do the princes's gunung api exploded !...lagi funny he ask the waiter to microwave the food...the worker gave a *&*^&%& look...wat la customer rights OK...i'm a law student wat u expect me to tunduk ke..no way man...i'm hungry when i'm hungry i rule the world...akaka...shhh...cast out evil in the name of the LORD...WAIT the story havent started....after makan...to be continue =)

BACK ! (darn lame)...i saw a new watch shop just open...my eye balls pop out in out in out when i saw guess bag...worst still i couldn't find my eye balls when i see the price !! its 40 % discount...i saw this bag (shown below) OMG OMG !! I FASTER GRAB HOLD OF IT..its RM 186 AFTER discount..ori price is RM 460 like tht...WAH my tooth also fall to the ground....never in my life i'm so blessed(er few times back maybe...dun care !) i told my mum pursuaded her SWEET TALK HER (wei chao teach 1 ) den she sangat sangat generous walk to the ATM to redraw cash (even though we had a great fight...my mum lembut hati sangat !) wic is one of my blessing too...awh...i got my baby....i love this even though its old edition but who cares...i got it cheap n worth it...GUESS wat lagi...the purse is RM 77..wth i bought it for RM 129..n n n the watch all about RM 300 ++ WIC U WON GET SUCH A GOOD PRICE IN GUESS OUTLET..usually cost RM 500 ++....WAH i told my BFF...shaRE my joy...as if i pregnant got a baby tht type of joy...(WAIT NOT THT JOY I'M AFRAID OF BEING PREGNANT WAT MORE MOTHER)...no no no...just cnt be describe...keke...i'm done with the boasting....have a look at my baby...its MINE !!..

so pretty right...like the mama...(ME) AKAKA

guess wat...oh the lock..my previous guess bag comes with a lock too...my sister said : WATS WITH U N THE LOCK !!

akaka...i dunno...really i din notice tht lock tht much...hai...maybe aku ada jodoh dgn lock...WTH !! i'm tht happy can u sense tht joy in me...so ppl u knw wat to do this christmas la...NOT BUY LOCK ! BUY GUESS BAG !...ish...greedy... +)

1st ROSE

2007-10-08T19:29:00.000-07:00

Let Me Trust You

Everyday I get more afraid

Of giving my heart away

Scared of what love will bring

Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say

I find myself lost in you

Not sure if I want to be

I see the looks that you give

And wonder what you see in me

I don’t want my heart broken

But I am so in love

I can’t seem to give up

A guy sent from above

So I’m gonna trust you

Please don’t let me down

For I am giving you a chance

To turn my life around

Don’t take it for granted

‘Cause it might not last long

I have weak thoughts

And my heart isn’t too strong

I’m putting my life in your hands

Now it’s all up to you

I look forward to the places we go

And the things we’ll be put through

But remember that I’m vulnerable

And I can’t stand to be hurt

I want to be at the top of your list

But I don’t have to be first

Believe me when I tell you

That I love you with all my heart

That I’m here for you forever and always

Just like I was at the start...

Roses are Pink,
I've been tied to this Sink,

Don't You Think,

You should take me out for a Drink!

Pink is for fun, it carry's the message of happiness,

admiration,gentleness, grace, joy, sweetness and poetic romance. It is a great rose to say Thank you, You're so lovely and Please Believe Me. Pink roses are the perfect flower to send early on in a relationship as they tend to suggest that you really "like" someone, as opposed to "love" them. Imagine a dazzling concoction of delightfully blossomed light pink rose buds, a composition of pure poetic romance, inviting and joyful... it's time to be frivolous... it's time for indulgence, it's time for pink roses

a wonderful day

2007-10-08T18:42:00.000-07:00

haih i feel so sorry for not helping out with the skeleton argument..this is so not me..wats wrong with me now..new semester should have a new beginning but my new beginning sucks..but thanks to wei yee and min yuen..they help me realise that i shouldn't foolaround with this sem..GOD PLZ HELP ME..soree gurls i let u guys down..thanks to wei yee's neighbour who is a lawyer..he willingly helped us out with our skeleton argument..wei yee u r the best..i'm so proud to have both of them as my bestest frens of all..both with different but great personalities..i've learn so much from them..FRENS FOREVER !!...

THIS is wat me and min yuen did while waiting for wei yee to come back from her BUSINESS (appointment with the lawyer)..sit down n do enjoy urself..LOL..

* CAMWHORING *

take 1

take 2

take 3

take 4

take 5

wei yee will kill us coz we are suppose to find cases not pose !!...soree wei yee we cant help it the connection is very SLOW..akaka..

BMW

2007-10-06T23:22:00.000-07:00

me and my family went to auto bavaria coz mummy wanna repair her car...we went there after breakfast...i luv the place...duh prestige..can touch n feel the BMW all are my favourites..i shall dream of those cars more often..

my sister posing bside this cool car...OMG i luv this car so much...but wait till u see others..shit i need to marry rich husband..i wanna live a prestige lifestyle...sobs..i wan this baby..

OMG...my babay is getting nearer to me..my future car..WAIT FOR MAMA !! she is hot the outside...

i luv this colour too...oh...ish..so hard to chose..hmmm...

ish as if i wanna buy...no its i cant buy...eler..dream can la...i luv this colour so highclass

from the back view..

mummy in the latest 7 series BMW...DAD considering this car .... wow YES MUM BUY IT..SUITS ME...akakaka

its me...i'm so driving BMW in future...PRAY HARD..

i wanna own my own BMW...BUAKAKA

so cool wei...

love the seats..can make drinks..

after tht guess wat we did...ahaha...we took most of the cake provided by auto bavaria...makan makan free free...akaka...this makes me lol coz I THINK WE R ALL HUNGRY..free food also can la..luv the latte..

this is their small serving place...i think my family took most of the foods...while others just took a drink...wah lao...my family really TEBAL MUKA..who cares..customers FIRST..

....THEN WE HEADED TO OUR NEW HOUSE...

AMY'S BIRTHDAY

2007-09-28T06:17:00.000-07:00

now i knw y i waited so long for the gurls...this is wat they r doing while waiting for wei chao...ish but quite nice can join m'sia next top model..buakaka

there they reach carole's place yet the camwhore take every opportunity to take pic..seductive pic i mean!!

jia xin joint too....JIA XIN JIA XIN?? WOW REALLY JIA XIN...innocent gurl..but..ain innocent anymore...gurl u shud wear this often...u r hot !!
wai ping..another pretty gurl..thx to her we got a table of our own in maison..u really r popular gurl..

the gurls took pic while I'M NOT THERE (WTH)..i went down to get my car frm hua jie...n n n n..how could u gurls do tht to me...i'm not in the pic,,,ish...

love the night..romantic..

ceh i look like one business woman..handbag, phone, serious look (TAKE a break gurl its party time-love my legs)...ahaha actually waiting for wei yee coz she lost her way...

wei yee reach !! we pose awhile b4 party time..lets go babei...muaks muaksguess wat !??? we are all FUTURE LAWYERS...who say lawyers ain HOT ??!!

florence, seah seah, ME(love my pose), jia xin, min yuen, amy (bd gurl)

WOW !!

florence with her cute pose..background (wei yee n min dancing)

birthday gurl v her seductive look AGAIN...its her nature...in her blood...akaka...

gurl which hot guy u wanna seduce oh..heheh

my senior (MARCUS) & I

we both have emo hair..akaka..too bad he is taken..

after dancing n b4 leaving maison we took a pic of our exhausted look..hai...we indeed had great fun..

mina & resh...shake it shake it babei..

wei chao & jia xin..

oh oh yo...jia xin not drinking juice...its wine k ppl...innocent her!! YEA RIGHT !!

3am...the bell rang !! its time to leave ppl...

in the car...hua jie drove...i hate to drive at night..

camwhore...learnt from amy lai (bd gurl)...love my eye shadow..muaks babe !!

oops wasnt looking at the camera !!...dun get us wrong he is taken too..ahah..

kacau him while he was driving..akaka..SO THIN LA THIS GUY!!

thts wei chao's car..

thks to the guys we dun need to drive !! lov u both muaks..

its me again...yiks scary look...

i guess resh was tired..but amy ain tired when comes to camera..akaka

mina really tired...she slept !!

i ain tired....this kiss is to all the hot guys outside..akak..muaks

oops...i wore something k !!

THANKS TO THE GUYS COZ THEY PAID EVERYTHING WHILE THE GURLS ENJOY...SO PAI SEI...BUT THTS THE RULE RIGHT....WE DUN MIND...AKAKA...JKJK...ANYWAY THANKS...LET PARTY AGAIN PPL...MUAKS..

SHOPPING QUEEN

2007-09-24T23:23:00.000-07:00

we went to SS2 for lunch..a place wic i'll nvr wanna step in again...CAROLE LUV THE FOOD HATE THE SERVICE...she complained during the lunch...none stop ppl...tht shows tht CUSTOMER not satisfied..wth !! pay so much but..ish...especial the worker enhlish dunno mandarin dunno..INADEI !! later we headed to one U coz min wanna shop for thursday...

FOREVER 21

THE SCENE IN THE CHANGING ROOM... 123 action !!

JIA XIN look so hot in this tube top...girl u need to wear this more often...

isn't she gorgeous...

MIN YUEN...wow alwiz proud of ur assets...thx to ur MAMA..akaka..luv the gold top too..

tube dress...SEXY MAMA !!

i think she look gud in this..yes POSE BABAY!

queen of camwhoring !!...she's BACK...

NICE BODY SHAPE...love her legs...

i chose the top for jia xin..pinky gurl..and there's amy too...both hottie

yea girl pose like nvr b4...

WOW heart attck man...nvr see jia xin posing like this b4...who u wanna seduce?? KENNY??akaka...

and yea thts me..i love the top but its shapeless...i prefer body fitting..look like night gown...zzZzZz

smilez...

i luv this pink top...its only RM 39..baby wait for mama 2 come back for ya...btw i bought a tube dress blue in colour from topshop thts y i FOREGO this...ish..but i'll be bac..

showing off nothing...ahaha...

hey i wasn't ready yet...ish...nvm...they force me to take out my jeans coz this can be worn as dress too..but...butt...but...BUTT !!

* den we go our seperate ways *

DATE v kuci rat

2007-09-20T19:33:00.000-07:00

went to waffle world in pyramid with the cell group...decided to bring the young ones for fellowship.. hehe

mua boys, JOJO & FRANZ

JULIAN & AH SHER
AH SHER & I

JULIAN, SHER, PAM, KEL, RAC

them again..

KEL & I...isn't she cute

RAC & I...luv her..so innocent..

best helper, ANGE..

shh...FRANZ PRAYING for the food..

how nice the way they decor it...

DIFFERENT WAYS OF ENJOYING UR FAVOURITE WAFFLES

lets see the examples of how u can enjoy waffles in waffles world...jeje

JENG JENG JENG !!

look at ah sher...akaka sharing is caring

mengada..akaka

yea man this is the best way to enjoy...kaka force her do tht

YUMMY !!

look at both their expressions...i guess the food really taste nice

see whose's mouth is bigger...hehe

feeding my gurl..

lick it girl...

i guess he is really hungry coz he waited his food while ours finishing...

love the slogan...indeed THE WAY I LIKE IT..

poor berry..

spotted a group of indians with white shirts...wow maybe they having CELL GROUP gathering too..akaka

ah sher MAMA...counting the bill...

concentrating on the amount...NAH...they just CONTENGING the receipt...naughty

AUTOGRAPH ppl !!

poor paper...for ur info we need to chop off 1 tree for 1 paper...see wat we done !

spotted this !

lesbians???????? nah u r wrong...

GUESS wic is the guy???

anyway its so easy by their dresing n body language...

its the left 1...

CHECK THIS OUT PPL...

interactive zon. walk tru 2 activate the screen...force FRANZ to walk tru...BUT IT WORKS !!

wow...akaka so lame la us !!

we did have fun....wanna go again...bringing the kuci rats again...GOD BLESS U BOYS N GURLS...see u the next cell...muaks

neway, red box n stay over

2007-09-20T18:54:00.000-07:00

overnight in min's house(but tak jadi)...told hua jir there's pizza but in the end we ate all..sorry boy..i really thinks tht u take ur dinner de b4 coming min's house...thts y i have to teman him eat...akaka

naughty

wai bing..blur blur..

AJ..she may look tomboy..but when she sing..she sound more girly than us..she sang well..

carole...can sing n pose at the same time...akaka

they all sang chinese songs n i've to wait for my english songs,....therefore this is wat i learn from AMY LAI...akaka

min has ASSETS..

me n carole..she look so cute..

in neway ..one U

hua jie, chao, n kai chuan(block)...3 emo guys singing emo songs..

hua jie looks like he SAT LUIN..

ahaha...really SAT LUIN la..btw jai chuan sang well..not bad..

our karaoke KING..ANG WEI CHAO..another emo one...

by going to karaoke i can discover the other side of them (the guys)...dam emo men...either sat luin or in luv...but very charming...akaka

the day after SLEEPOVER

2007-09-13T23:15:00.000-07:00

hai guess who is this?? our lovely pretty sexy gorgeous ms. CAROLE NGU..madam my sister also wake up de u still wanna sleep..PIGGY!!..look at her greeny pajamas..akaka..global warming ar!! akaka..i wonder how she breath when sleeping under the blanket??

our cheese cake..ITS A GREAT SUCCESS for 1st timer..i like it very delicious..wanna do again for my boy boy in future...whoever is tht TUNGGU LAH KU..

then we left home for BAK KUT TEH..yummy..hungry de..its carole's favourite she loves it so much.. =) me 2...klg ppl mar..

carole, wei yee, ME

amy, jia xin

ever wonder y amy's pics are all over my BLOG..ish coz i took the pics from her blog..she is the leader for camwhoring..now u knw..ish curi all my attention..

amy u love cup?glass?teapot? or u just wanna grab something !

its her signature pose..CUP?? y??

AFTER COLLEGE

me n amy in the car while waiting for carole n jia xin..we going dinner in ASIA CAFE..this will happen when AMY IS AROUND..

i've to shock with her la..

then its jia xin's turn

suddenly she so emo...LOVE SICK...ahaha

after the hell jam..we reached subang...FINDING FOR PARKING..

i'm driving mum's BMW...wow...

makan with the seniors...gathering...break the ice

SHE AGAIN !

wei chao trying to curi wai bing's food while she busy flirting with her phone...akaka jahat!!

i read amy's blog..so i guess wei chao drank all the carrot milk..n he said to me tht not enough milk ask me to donate some..EXCUSE ME..in the end he finished the drink i guess he was thirsty or he miss the milk...akka

wei chao's signature STARE when there's leng luis...HAMSAP..

jia xin n her mummy...oops i mean carole

oh by the way i went back early so i dunno wat actually happen so i just curi all the pics from amy..akaka.. the end

SLEEPOVER

2007-09-12T02:56:00.000-07:00

picture speaks for everything...for more info read amy's blog..

merdeka eve

2007-08-31T03:52:00.000-07:00

after class have to rush back home coz my frens are picking me up from my house at 8pm and my class end at 6pm..i dun think i can make it de...plus all the jam from damansara to klg...pening kepala...but some how i manage to bath take dinner...but MY FRENS WERE LATE...wat is this man...i rush like mad cow!!...so we decided to go THE CURVE for merdeka eve..JAM JAM JAM...crowded with leng caiz n leng luiz..ahaha better than going to the wave party in lagoon..had our dinner in THE APARTMENT..sounds funny but the place was great ..just tht the foods...er...no comment..NVR going there again..we spend our time there b4 12am..

ser yee, me, ai mei

we are sitting on the bed..not bad but can u imagine how many butts sat on it b4 n some 1 might KENTUT on it..hopefully they wash the mattres!

foods here!! but not nice..akak waste money

ser yee n i..

3 little monkeys

dunno should order or not le??coz u knw y la..

i told u y i hope they wash the pillow coz look at the pic..we played with the pillow..love the curtain coz its RED = SEXY = ROMANTIC

WE AGAIN !!

oh so lovely..hugs hugs...anyone wants my hugs call 1-300-get lost-2525

i guess i din really rest much coz rush back from college..very sleepy n tired...but like the emo pose..look at ai mei..frustrated i guess coz i'm ignoring her !!..akaka jkjkjk

outside laundry bar waiting for the fireworks...oh cant wait..i love fireworks..so beautiful..if only i was wit my bf(wic i dun have 1 currently)..we hug each other while looking at how wonderful the fireworks can be...oh sweet sweet...no its SWEAT! dream on.. =(

ai mei's frens...the guys...they are so quiet n shy...YEA RIGHT..

thts me in white..don't i look like an ANGEL?? no?? U THE DEVIL..huh dun fren u...

after tht we went back home...so SLEEPY !!

SHOPPING TIME !!

2007-08-25T23:26:00.000-07:00

me, wei yee. min yuen and wei chao went to genting for holiday on the 23th till 25th..indeed we had great fun there...but we miss the moment so much...3 days 2 nights too short for us de..we need a week man!! however i won be blogging tht trip now coz i'm waiting for wei yee to sent me all the photos coz my stupid camera suddenly went into *COMA*...ish !! WTH..nvm..tht did not spoil my mood..but..i may be da 2nd AMY LAI..akaka..will update u guys soon..bet u will enjoy our story on genting...keke..

back to shopping time !! i need to destress myself coz monday college starting soon ish..such a short holiday..but b4 the trip da holiday is so long n boring to me..akaka..WEIRDO! so i need to shop till i drop in order to satisfy myself..indeed i'm SATISFIED..er i mean happy..dun get me wrong..so lets see wat i bought..oh btw bcoz its last day of sales..so CAROLINE LIM nvr miss this opportunity!! bluek..so I NEED TO MARRY A RICH HANDSOME LOVING GUY..any nominees?? !cut the crap!....

i bought a pair of heels from CARLO RINO...carolino??caroline??carlo rino?? so confusing..nvm..i bought it anyway coz i cant fine the pair of vincci heels but was sold out! wth?? thts y i'm so angry i cant find any heels tht balance my happiness..i found one..nautini??har??wat brand is tht?nautica i knw lar..so i give up..wanna go home de..however my eyes started to bling* coz i saw this pair of heels..NOW I'M HAPPY..love the design on the plastic bag..but dun like the word *SALE*..

this is the shoe box..WOW..LOVE THE COLOUR..better than vincci shoes..DUH !!..like the design..so me =)

guess wat..so unique..open from the side..akaka..wa i'm so outdated man..malu betul..

this is the heels i love so much...nice??

wore it straight away man!!...nolar...actually at home..dun wanna wear it 1st...wait till college starts...keke..

love the design..looks like my name was carve on it..ish perasan..very comfy!!

unfortunately!! my leg was injured last week...so i must do something in order to wear my new heels...guess wat??!!

i got plaster!! no worries..so many can use for more than a month de..

ten ten ten ten...can make into a fan..not bad...

apa ni????

oh btw i bought this shirt from PDI...wa...so worth it...RM24.90..quality good...cheaper than the curve punya baju which i bought for RM25...er?? wats the difference...dong dong...

ahaha thts all will update my genting trip when i meet wei yee in college...tata !!

genting highlands

2007-08-23T02:26:00.000-07:00

as i promised to blog bout our genting trip..see i keep to my promised!!..today college started..ish no fun!!..wei yee gave me her pendrive wic contain all the pictures..1st day of college..quite malang..raining, jam, no parking..decided to park in amy's house, unfortunately scolded by some **** saying i cannot park coz rented out..WTH!..nvm..den meera said ...hai WATEVER!!...bac to genting trip...hmm..chao came to my house den my sister drove us to KTM..from there we took train to KL central..hungry definitely!! decided to wait wei yee n min in Mc Donald..min arrived earlier than us!!...not bad she is very excited..had our breakfast there...den came wei yee...around 12pm we got up to the bus..hai feel like vomitting when the bus goes round n round..PENING!!..then we took the cable car(DUH!!)..GUESS WAT...a young girl attracted to wei chao..wow akaka...not bad..GUESS WAT !!

1ST DAY

chao affraid of height..akaka..coward..but cute

trying to be cool???dun fake lar...

me 2 tension when i sit bside him..SILENT..

BUT this 2 monkeys ahaha..height is not a prob..look at them..

me n min yuen trying to 4get bout the height but chao still akka..

then we arrived after 15mins in cable car...this is our hotel...FIRST WORLD HOTEL!!

wow we are above the clouds...look like in heaven

unfortunately we have to wait for our turn to check in..look at our number...gud or bad??

we are too bored coz we have to wait for 100++ ppl 2 check in...

so decided to ask chao to show his talent..akaka PROMOTING GUESS BAG..the aunt attracted to him...akaka

of coz the 2 pretty girls din miss out the opportunity..wei yee look so cool...its min's new sunglases..

den come mua!!

we check in around 3 plus..we havent start our activities this granpa chao already asking for FREE MASSAGE...ahaha am i too heavy for u granpa...but he enjoy i guess...but wei yee massage better for him...she is PRO..

we had our dinner in some food court...not bad but very expensive...well...after dinner we headed to the RIPLEY'S BELIEVE IT OR NOT?!!

do u believe tht this is once a life dino??? have to believe lar we pay RM18..cincai lar..fake also believe shj..

min be careful he rmb ur SMELL...akaka

temple built w/o PAKU...believe it??

OLD typing machine !! trying to get my hand on it...i like this but 4got the name de...i think its in moscow i guess..

me n chao in the torturing room...SCARY!!

look at his pose !!..

min in prison!! wow still can pose !! not bad..

sexy legs

my turn!! trying to seduce the officer akka..too much of ANTM..

another prisoner...chao doing BIG BUSINESS...AKAKA no wonder so smelly..suit his name~CHAO (hokkien)...akkaka

his natural look when things dun go smoothly...

ew!! this guy once attack by shark..yet survive!!..believe it??or not??

i'm against ABORTION..look at the equipment used..now u knw y...PAIN wei ppl..always expect something horny frm chao..look at wat he is doing OMG!!

can u believe it he is enjoying himself...such a naughty boy!!

i poor thing ur FUTURE GF !! hamsap..no face !!

yet he still enjoys it

so scary! the aborigines has a big lips wic they think is handsome??? ew...chao shud try it..

necklace for aborigines...wowo i love GOLD..

wat's this?? necklace??or costume?? wah so SEXY !!

we spotted a big big chair...its modelling time !! ppl get ready..

min yuen..wa..sexy legs..

wei chao.. wa.. king's son !!

ME !!...ish mengada..

wei yee princess of the day...

KERUSI PALING BERTUAH DE DUNIA?? betul ke?? anyway we sat on it so make sure tuah comes to us!!
wat am i doing?? i'm suppose to sit on it...takda bertuah lagi..no wonder they so lucky..tell u y later !!...i'm unlucky..

wow ganasnya chao...but quite yao yeng lar..hai charge u under murder..

AR & MR satisfied...

see whose hand is larger than this???

GUESS whose hand belong to??

whose??

believe it or not this is MR.BEAN'S car wic was bought by ripley and covered with gold coins !!

then we came in this room with mirror tht fulfill our wishes...TO LOOK THINNER !!akaka

look at chao trying to bite my head..while min n wei yee taking pic...cant really see..

oh NO!! the shark is going to swallow us up..HELP..

oh no the books are going to drop on chao chao...YET he still can pose..wats this..akaka..grab it baby !! UNBELIEVABLE STRENGTH !!

look at this naughty chao trying to FLIRT with the granny while the hubby is taking picture..leng cai chao young one not enuff is it...hai but u belong to sum1 de...

this is really RIPLEY BELIEVE IT OR NOT...

look at the woman at the back which we are pointing at...

NOW U SEE !!

NOW U DON'T !! believe it or not its magic

its wei chao's turn...ok lar let him shock sendiri lar...i play along...

min WOW sexy legs..

er...i dunno wat to pose coz there's nthg there...so cincai lar...make a stupid pose..

trying to disturb him...wat is this no ball but wanna gaya..

my turn pulak..akaka..wa..this is call GAYA !!..

after tht we dunno where to go..actually we decided to go van helsing..but wei yee said its scary..i'm ok v it just tht have to spend...ahaha pok kai de lor...guess wat chao kind of scared..shhh..nvm the next time i'm going to go in full of courage n braveness...*pray*

den we decided to walk around...we headed to mc D for ice cream...den we speed off to SAFARI..since min so excited tht she even bought a 3 inches high heels..coz she forgotten to bring hers...ok girl for ur sake and its going to be ur 1st n last time to experience clubbing...cincai lor..plus she prepared everything d>>> her make up, csexy long dress and heels of coz..n she even bought soft lans...akaka..ever ready girl...buakaka...oh b4 tht we went movie 1st..we watch EVAN ALMIGHTY...the cinema so *BIG* man...the movie was ok ok oly..chao suggested...so kiddy watch this...akaka...jkjkjkjk...

SAFARI

IT WAS CROWDED!! but we manage to find a nice seat too bad surrounded by ah bengs...cis!

me, min n wei yee..excited indeed..

SHH...i din drink tht much..but...SECRET!!

2 hot chicks n 1 beng...akaka jkjk..he quite yeng actually...

I was blur actually...a bit dizzy..n the place so noisy but well its a club..i enjoy it..especially the last part..

2nd DAY

wonder y we took this pic..our mr. chao wil show u y..

now u know!! they provide * steam room*..if u smart enuff u'll knw y...if not..too bad...akaka

OMG ! who will ever dare to ride on this??its so high up..guess who is our hero of the day??

its our handsome chao n gorgeous wei yee..they so brave wei..me n min yuen cowardly stand at the side...buakaka..well we'll ride this the next time..lets see..

oh love the flowers...so beautiful...LIKE ME!!! ahaha

oh the waterfall...so peaceful..macam di china saja..
taking our beautiful face WHILE WAITING FOR THT THT CHAO CHAO lor..he dunno run where de...ahaha geram...oh so beautiful..i will be back for u my dearest flowers..
while waiting for me, min, chao ..wei yee decided to enjoy the nature God's craetion..(u knw wat i think she talk to them...shhh...) akaka
wei yee's frens again...
its going to rain...decided to take a pic..2 instead...wow looks like during winter

outside 1st world...kecilnya
min
chao's angels

3rd DAY

last day of the trip...yesterday we slept late coz we wanna enjoy after safari..we sat outside of the hotel...wowo...so cooling...COLD...but very romantic...saw a lot of couples...slept around 5am..guess wat ah beng approach...but not me...its min...dun play play she attracts guys k..

look at him...sleep late lor...curi took his pic...cute right?? but macam kena rape semalam?? akakak...but still leng cai lar...(give him face)

after check out we took a ride on the flying....(er forgot the name d)...wah scary man!!den we board onto the cable car...sc scary when we see frm top...my heart almost drop..look at us...except 4 chao lar...pretend saja..(actually he also pa pa de...shh...)

we had great great fun...miss all the moments...haiz...nvm we'll go again...CANT WAIT...genting we'll BE BACK !!..hopefully..keke

swimming

2007-08-20T22:20:00.000-07:00

decided to go swimming to keep fit...akak..brought my little sister with me..the small sexy body in white swimsuits...yea thts her trying to dive...got a slim body..akak of coz just look at her eldest sister then u knw..

showing off her kung fu sexy leg...kick some ass gurl...akak
however wasn't tht impressed..thts y the small little gurl turn back n gave the *WATEVER* face...wow...children nowadays...akak

so cute wanna pose for pic..so so cute..i love this little girl..feel like eating her up..yum yum...ish such evil me..buakaka

aiks little dun run away from me...and my gorgles..dun run...so cute

back to the main star...

she said tht she look like mermaid in this pic...but i said no u look more like a FROG !!...no no no said her its mermaid n bla bla bla...adults confuse me now children confuse me pulak...

i still think its a frog...i won !!

ok la give her some credit..this look like a mermaid..

i'm done with the star shot...now mua back...waiting for sister to come back..so i decided to take a shy shy pic...coz coz...but tak jadi coz not my nature...akaka

emo betul... but i like it...

finally the star decided to come back from her beauty swim...took a pic coz she thinks she look wet n sexy...akaka..sounds so wrong n funny..

after bath...decided to eat something to fill our stomach..flat flat mar...look at the time..its dinner time...but guess wat we eat???

isn't this for breakfast...?? yummy

this is much more tempting...akak

she wanted ice-cream n banana thts all...looks delicious..yum yum...if mum knw tht DIE..coz sister havent eat dinner yet n she is sick...but i just cant stand her crying !!

she giving tht look - dun try to bodek me so tht i'll share my ice-cream..and dun u dare to tell mum i ate this...bluek...ish...mengada..NO RESPECTation (code my fren)... akak

SUNWAY LAGOON

2007-08-09T23:40:00.000-07:00

waiting for amy and min yuen...hai...finally they arrived...see my happy face....

ew...wei chao's kaki banyak bulu...maing feller definitely...

2 cute couple ahaha....er...the look er...ahaha...

everyone in bikini...er...only me n min...but we look so hot don't we??

min yuen, amy, wei yee, me

amy & I

amy & min yuen

blur blur...amy n wei yee...wow...wei yee's assets...

trying to molest each other...aka..actually is applying sunblock !!

*SEXY MAMA*
amy trying to poss like PARIS HILTON...akaka

after one whole day of WET WET WET...

THIS 2 couple again !!

lai & chao

look at wei chao...u ingat we wanna rape u...get a life...no GET A MIRROR

we cant have the pink bear...awh...we need a hero to get tht prize !!

me, wei yee, amy, min yuen

the girls are pretty with the big smile...but...

WHERE THE U LOOKING AT WEI CHAO?? must be leng luis

retarded chao...hotty amy

amy, wei yee, me

i love this pic...

3 charlie's angel leaving after mission accomplished

mua sexy leg...

going back de...too tired...look at the couple behind...ahah

2 hot chicks promoting lagoon...

*BFF*

the lion so horny...ahaha...

the ship behind us is so so so....i will nvr risk my life..

WEI CHAO food is ur fren wei...y u take so long to figure out wat u want..

??SEE WHO EAT THE SLOWEST??

me, wei yee, min yuen, amy

lover muaks...ji mui 4ever

player or stayer?

2007-08-09T16:40:00.000-07:00

come to my senses i realise that i'm not a player neither can i play the game because i'll get fooled in the end as i take it seriously..i dunno the rules of FLIRTING neither its in my blood..i'm not a player i'm a stayer..i dun like the feeling of flirting neither i like being flirt with because it represent how a girl bring up her life..knowing that guys are selfish most of the time all they want is fun satisfaction..i learn that i'm not born a player because i'm brought up as a stayer..i dun wanna get hurt neither i want to hurt the other party just because i wanna have fun..i tot flirting was nothing its just of the world..if i can take it den its ok..but i'm wrong because i know nothing bout flirting i know nothing bout the rules..because of this i hurt myself once again because i fall into my own trap..i was fooled but i know where i stand..i know i'm not a player i'm a stayer..IF U R A PLAYER den we can only be friends not close friends or best friends because we are of different world..not part of the game makes me so MUCH different from u..because i'm a stayer not a player..so silly of me to express myself but it was only taken as a joke as a pride to u but not to me because i'm a stayer not a player..i'm not ur substitute dun treat me like one because in the end u'll drop into ur trap..FLIRTING is just a game, but u may lose or win..when u lose u lose ur standards away, not ur heart..because when u flirt u nvr use ur heart that's the rule..thts how the game was played..even if u win..its just a GAME u get nothing but gossip from others..Flirting is not a holy game but a worldly game..i nvr start the game but i did end the game..because i'm a stayer not a player..i regretted but now i decided..that one day u'll lose in the game not because u want to lose but because u know the rules too well that u fall in ur own trap..because this is not a holy game its a worldly game..so what goes around comes around..because u nvr been hurt thts y when u drown in ur own trap u'll be much more hurt then ever because u have to pay the price for ur own selfishness..i'm not a player i'm a stayer thts y i can see how the game works because i'm OUTSIDE of ur world..so i can see clearly how this game works..dun be a player be a stayer then i or u will nvr in tears nvr hurt nvr feel betray nvr LOSE UR HEART !!

BAKING DAY

2007-08-01T23:23:00.000-07:00

my sister baked this cake which she learned in her school...delicious...i'm eating and blogging it....keke...want some??

oh my little sister charmayne help too...but she dun like the coffee taste but it taste good to me...i love coffee...but HATE TO BAKE...COOK??nah...

i help too...kakaka...by putting on the deco on the cake thts all...oh yea i help to eat...akakaka..yummy!!

this is the baker?? chef of the day...ms lim...akakakakkakakakakakakakakakakaka...too bad she is single but UNAVAILABLE...

沿海地带

2007-08-01T09:09:00.000-07:00

空荡荡的月台入秋微凉的海

微风把脚下的树叶都吹开火车就要出发催促我快离开

我的心已承载你不了解的爱

当失望逐渐将一切都掩埋

在沿海地带放逐我的爱孤单也很精彩

我相信我们都有该去的未来不该在原地徘徊

我其实很明白梦醒了就不在

只是还挣扎着不让它离开紧紧抓着的也都是空白

在沿海地带放逐我的爱孤单也很精彩

我相信我们都有该去的未来不该在原地徘徊

在沿海地带我远远离开要更自由自在

不要我的心塞着大厅的崇拜

停留在原地感慨。。

Lunch in Klang Jusco

2007-07-31T16:45:00.000-07:00

oops...forgotten the shop's name...nvm...this is my 1st time eating in this shop...i LIVED in klg for 19 yrs...1st time eat in this shop??? ahah...cnt believe it..nvm...enjoy....

like this picture...very classical...

not many ppl...maybe its the price..thts y

waiting for food...mum ordered...so bored decided to take a pic of my little sister..keke..she bought her favourite CINDERELLA book...hai...and she asked me which cinderella i wan to be....funny there's only one...wats on her mind wei..

HAR!! my lunch...must on diet ler...and save cost...poor girl..

ahahah....impossible no food for lunch...caroline on diet??? so IMPOSSIBLE wei...

i am not the EAT TO LIVE but LIVE TO EAT tht type !!

future house

2007-07-29T20:34:00.000-07:00

after church decided to go for a trip to BUKIT JELUTONG...wanna visit alif but...keke...dun wan lar don miss him also...keke...hopefully can shift there before 25 december...keke...cant wait...but still so long...only 50% finish...hmmmmmmmmm........looks like a house in heaven being surrounded by clouds...realised a bit sengek?? actually its not...the shape of my new house is *V* shape...very messy...will update more...

BAK KUT TEH

2007-07-28T21:22:00.000-07:00

THE BAK KUT TEH STORY STARTS FROM THE BOTTOM....KEKE...*INTERESTING*

TOO SAD BCOZ SHE MISS ME...ER...OR JUST THE DELICIOUS BAK KUT TEH???ME??
CALLING FOR ME BCOZ SHE MISS ME TOO....OR JUST THE BAK KUT TEH??Y BKT NOT ME???

THEY THINKS THT MY CLOSET IS THE BEST PLACE TO TAKE PIC???HUH???Y??BUT WE LOOK SO HAPPY...KEKE

AMY ARE U DESPERATE FOR *MILK*...AHAH...HORNY...

AM I FOLLOWED BY THE PAPARAZZI?? IN A PETROL STATION?? WEIRD...

YES INDEED I AM FOLLOWED BY PAPARAZZI....AHAHA...

THIS IS A FAMOUS BAK KUT TEH SHOP IN KLANG...LOVE THE FOOD LIKE THE BOS...DUN GET ME WRONG JUST THT HIS HOSPITALITY IS GOOD...KEKE

MAID OF THE DAY....WANNA KNW Y??

NOW U KNW...BCOZ AMY DRANK EVERYTHING FROM THE TEAPOT...

WONDERFUL FRIENDS !!

THE FOOD TASTE SO NICE THATS Y WE IGNORED AMY...KEKE...

CONCENTRATION...

SHE JUST LOVE TO POST....SPEECHLESS

THE DRY BAK KUT TEH...YUM YUM...ITS CAROLE'S FAVOURITE

THE SUP TYPE...I LOVE THIS...SO HUNGRY NOW !! NVR BORED OF BAK KUT TEH..

PoLkA DoTs PaRtY

2007-07-28T00:41:00.000-07:00

before the party decided to dress up and take a pic...keke...emo !!

thts my mum in her polka dots..keke...so cute...she's dancing wei..dun play play...

invited him for the party...quite last minute...but we had great laugh...frens forever!!

my little sister was amazed by the aunty uncle..she's concentrating..shh..kaka..wats on her mind i wonder..so cute!!

wow...man...line dance..dun play play..they can shake their ass off man..

too crowded..

thts my secondary teacher..she dance like nobody's business..amazed..she is already 50 ++..look at the way she dance..passionate!!

she gave me a flyong kiss...AWW !!melts my heart...aakakak

so 70's...

the party ends at 12am...it started at 6pm..guess wat my teacher nvr rest...ahahha...my mum too..she can shake wei...she had a great fun...i should learn belly dance...line dance?? hmm...when i retired...kekek

IMPOSSIBLE !!

2007-07-28T00:13:00.000-07:00

THIS IS WAT I FELT FOR THE PAST FEW YRS...FEEL SO EMPTY, HOPELESS AND INSECURE..FEELING NAKED WHEN I WAS LEAVING IN DARKNESS NOTHING NOR ANYONE TO PROTECT ME...ITS MY LIFE I CHOSE TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF...EVEN NO ONE IS THERE EVEN WHEN I CANT RELY OR TRUST ANYONE EVEN WHEN THERE IS FALSE HOPE...I STILL CHOSE FOR MY Life...I DUN HAVE MUCH TIME TO WASTE...I BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCE...I WANT A BETTER LIFE...I KNOW I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN ...STOP INSULTING ME STOP MAKING ME FEEL BAD STOP STOP STOP....JUST LEAVE ME ALONE...DUN GIVE ME FALSE HOPE...DUN SHOW ME AS IF U LOVE ME WHEN UR HEART IS WITH OTHER GIRL...DUN MAKE ME FEEL WANTED DEN SAY U NVR SAY SO...

THIS IS MY HEART...

天堂来的孩子

2007-07-27T09:09:00.000-07:00

~THE KID FROM HEAVEN~

i admire her very much..she so pretty..the way she talk so soft and MANJA..ow..my heart melts...hahah...every guy will fall for her in this movie..

during school time they were dating...so jealous..they had a promise...the guy will have to marry the girl at JUNE 6th after her 18...aw...

after seven years they met again...after a long tragedy..hmm...love the hugging part...so emo and romantic...

he is so so so so handsome....but dunno his full name....keke...only known as YI XIANG

LOVE this wedding picture...imagine myself....kekek...stop dreaming !!

they had a son...this boy good at acting wei...not bad...very very adorable...but the girl din't knw she had a son..she tot she lost him...thts a lie her father made....love this movie!!

i like this part of the movie...makes me cry!!

I WISH.............................................

~Relationship Faker~

2007-07-24T22:50:00.000-07:00

After movie with min yuen, wei yee, wei chao and hua jie...feel so tired but try not to sleep coz ahah...wanna enjoy the whole night so tomorrow can study...keke...however nthg better to do so i decided to read tru my favourite CLEO magazine....flipping tru make ups, clothes, accessories(as usual).....something caught my attention>>>> RELATIONSHIP FAKER !!!...interesting har..it applies to my life mayb i shud knw wat was in the guy's mind..something every girl shud knw so we won get fooled by "them"...SO I DECIDED to blog it so tht we girls will knw how to deal with "them" !! keke...

Is he just killing time with you until he finds his PERFECT WOMAN?

they are either all over u- signs of a STAYER or;
they are just a PLAYER ????

*SIGN HE IS A STAYER*

wants u 2 meets his mates
introduces u as his gf
gives u a friendship ring
calls 4 no reason
turns up on time and calls when running late
is nice to ur frens
holds u close after XXX (so wrong!!)
shows an interest in ur interests
luv u da way u r
gives u a key to his place..(wow thts cool if he has a nice house all 2 himself..long for it)

*SIGNS HE IS JUST A PLAYER*

NVR wants u 2 stay at his place..(include seeing his parents?? hmm...dump him den)
keeps his social life separate frm urs. (its gud if we have a space 4 ourself but not too often)
runs late w'out calling or apologising..(I hate 2 wait 4 guys,bt they wait me keke..)
notices evry attractive woman in room..(CNT tolerate nt bcoz i'm low self-esteem)
only cares bout his orgasm not urs..(calls 1-800-Prostitutes...)
calls u his frens..(b*turd get a life)
is rude n withdrawn around ur frens
makes excuses 4 nt going v u to parties...(its ok i can flirt tak rugi!!)
sometimes doesn't call u 4 days..(hello? there's sumthg call MSG, MSN..)

girls i learn a lot whether tht guy is just fooling around playing his field or SERIOUS WITH ME...guys out there dun MESS with me for i Can Be a dEvIl when 911 is calling...and i'll make sure sure sure he'll regret...but i can be a AnGeL fROm HeAvEn so long u respect MUA...

ahah wow so scary but i must set a std for myself..if not we will be disadvantage..but i've been tru a bad past thts y i wont get myself HURT anymore...nvr nvr nvr..God bless me..=)

rEaLeSe Of sTrEsS

2007-07-19T20:45:00.000-07:00

today a bad bad unlucky unfortunate day..study so hard but SUDDENLY forget everything..TOO NERVOUS wasted my effort..almost cry out in class but nvm use to it...i'm bad luck when comes to test exam..meera wanna SEE me...WOW !!...toothless tiger ahaha...she just advise me and told me her expectation towards me is high and she is disappointed..MEERA my dear toothless tiger...i'll prove to u then...i think i shud do EJAAN starting from today..ahah...bac to primary..EJAAN for dummies...coz Criminal is for DUMMIES...ahaah...den wei yee n min yuen cheer me up...thx guys...my *BFF*...LOV U...i'll nvr give up on myself unless u guys give up on me.. CHOI CHOI CHOI..den i decided to call my baby buu buu mr. TaN TaN GiNo 2 teman me swim swim..to release stress...so we debated...hmmm swim or gym?? or sleep better? so we decided to swim...ahah...saw his sexy fit body...feel likeeating him up...SWIM few laps den chat for awhile then swim few laps then he GAVE UP...sweat...we saw 2 chicks..his eyes poped out...ahah...too bad i'm not the easy jealous type..because ahah my eyes poped out too..den we *put back the eyes for each other* by splashing water...water gun game with our hands but i taj jadi coz takda skill like him..hehe..my honey decided to wash up while i swim few laps more..den he gave me a white chicolate mash mallow n carbonara frm AUSTRALIA frm his mummy...delicious..both my favourites...heheh *mum out law* knws me well... keke...er...den...boong bong bom bong boong eek eek(car's sound effect-Lame!!)...BACK HOME !! =)

PLANET HOLLYWOOD - LAW BALL

2007-07-10T22:20:00.000-07:00

as usual lar...amy just love the camera or camera amy...hahahah

they are CAROLINE'S ANGELS.......

THIS is AMY n WEI YEE..they so excited n anxious bout the party in planet hollywood...keke..so GORGEOUS right...wei yee i luv ur curl u shud curl it man..look so hot n sexy...look at AMY look into her EYES n u can read her mine..*alwiz with her seductive eyes*..both were pretty gorgeous n everything u see in a *WANTED*gurl..wei yee is wearing a GUCCI heels ppl...-plz dun jealous-

this is planet hollywood...AMY took this pic..not bad...look very *in*...hehe...quite anxious wat is it like inside...too bad not many ppl came...but everyone was well dress...we went parking at LOT 10...OMG ! SO expensive...RM7...wat da..i can buy chicken chop in KDU..haih...NEVER live in KL...if yes would rather walk...the place was hell jam...KL ppl just so impatience...or mayb its just MALAYSIAN !! aahahha..

da gurl in orange dress SO BEAUTIFUL, hmm wonder who is she ?? (SHY SHY)

~ MUA DATE~

HANDSOME CUTE???he is the man of the night...tell him to wear red or orange dun wan....blue...blue..bluek...i look prettier...huh...but he was generous to fetch ME, WEI YEE, MIN YUEN n AMY to planet hollywood...spend on petrol, toll, parking...not bad lar...wanna pay him he dun wan...really ot not??! hehehe jkjk...SO THIN DE...poor guy...hai...

~SEXY MAMA~
they are so sexy n gorgeous wit the rich assets the have...oh...saliva flow out de...keke...both were so pretty...min yuen purposely buy a dress to go for this party...girl u r rich...keke...they are my *BFF*...KEKEK...because of them i decided to fly to KL to enjoy with them...since they miss arnand's party but this time they grab hold of this oppurtunity to *PARTEI*...kkek...

~THORN AMONG THE ROSES~
we thought he is the only guy from our class tht came to this party...woohoo...thts y we decided to take a pic with him so tht the guys in our class will jealous..muahahaha muahaha..

......................then came lit fwu and alif ekekekk....................

me n my min yuen blur blur

before leaving the club...hehe...at 11am....thts so so so so early compare to arnand's party...but we had great fun...hehehe...cant wait for another party hehehe.....

~Love is...~

2007-07-05T21:13:00.000-07:00

Love is being happy for the other person

when they are happy

being sad for the person when they are sad

being together in good times

and being together in bad times

Love is the source of strength

Love is being honest with urself at all times

being honest with the other person at all times

telling, listening, respecting the truth

and never pretending

Love is the source of reality

Love is understanding s complete that

u feel as if u are a part of the other person

accepting the other person just the way they are

to be something else

Love is the source of unity

Love is the freedom to pursue ur own desires

while sharing ur experiences wit te other person

and together with the growth

of another individual

Love is the source of success

Love is the excitement of planning things together

te excitement of doing things together

Love is the source of the future

Love is the fury of the storm

the clam of the rainbow

Love is the source of passion

Love is giving and taking in a daily situation

being patient with each other's needs and desires

Love is the source of sharing

Love is knowing that the other person

will always be with u

regardless of what happens

missing the other person when they are away

but remaining near in heart at all times

Love is the source of security

~LOVE IS THE SOURCE OF LIFE~

~A Shoulder 2 Lean On~

2007-07-01T10:49:00.000-07:00

~my burden is too heavy for me to hold on~
I NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON
~life is wonderful but i'm tired of life~
I NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON
~each time i close my eyes i felt my last breath~
I NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON
~life's battery needed to be charge evrydy by love~
I NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON
~friendship is better than relationship~
I NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON
~whenever i'm hurt my tears fl0w~
I NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON

Y it took me so long to WAKE UP? hmmm...yesterday after chatting wit a fren i realised tht i should STOP dreaming n start working on with life...there's so much to do yet so little time..kept telling myself..LOVE IS JUST PART OF LIFE..there's other experience in life tht needed me to go through..i don need a guy to make me happy..all i need is A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON! i cannot be selfish..if its NOT MINE i shouldn't take it when i knw *its*IMPOSSIBLE..its alright o be lonely/alone sometimes..LUVER GURL dun need TRUE LUV now..all she needs is FRIENDS,FREEDOM,FORGIVENESS,FLIRTING, n FOREVER happiness...woohoo...=)

~It tAkEs tImE~

2007-06-30T17:22:00.000-07:00

"I am sure tht God who began the work within u will keep right on helping u grow in his grace until his task within u is finally finished on tht day when JESUS CHRIST returns."

Philippians 1:6

There are no SHORTCUTS to maturity. It takes years for us to grow to adulthood..just the same...it TAKES TIME for me 2 4give my past my history my pain my hurts my sin my burden..there is no way i can heal my wounds within a year or 2..but the strength of the Lord will help me through.."WHILE WE WORRY ABOUT HOW FAR WE GROW, GOD IS CONCERNED ABOUT HOW STRONG WE GROW!" GOD has promised tht: "he who began a good work in u will carry it on to completion." i think i've learn a lot through my bitter past...i may think tht no one UNDERSTD me, but GOD proves me wrong..it may seems like no 1 but GOD is always there 2 hold me up..HUA JIE wrote in his personal msg in msn "..........I wanna hold u high and steal ur pain" seem so ROMANTIC..awh i knw..but when i saw tht it reminds me of GOD the oly one who can hold me up high n steal my pain away frm me..tears kept flowing down..if its not 4 GOD i dn think i can std firm..last year i went 2 GT PJ 4 rally, the special speaker who can prophesy..she told me : ".........FORGIVE URSELF" God knws EXACTLY what i been through. HE was always there when i cry when i live in darkness..i'm glad tht i've been tru the pain..NEVER REGRET..i told God i'm willing to go tru hardship (it might not be easy) BUT I'M WILLING..because i learn a lot..i'm a strong person inside i gain bac my confidence..there r many young ppl who dunno who to turn to.."U HAVE A CHOICE, OPEN UR HEART TO JESUS N HE'LL SAVE U" I always dream 4 a HERO 2 save me n it came true..the hero is MY GOD!

Y IT TAKES SO LONG?

because.....

WE r slow learners;
WE have a lot to unlearn;
WE are afraid to humbly face the truth about ourselves;
Growth is often painful and scary;
Habits take time to develop;

i DUN need a man to make my life seem perfect, all i NEED is JESUS CHRIST in my life..the greatest gift n honour is to be CHILD OF GOD!

~StReSs~

2007-06-29T02:02:00.000-07:00

so much work to do...cant wait for it to go off..my com spoilt..ish my little sis's fault..BAD OF LUCK!..shud i quit? shud i stop? shud i give up? its my passion to stdy LAW..but so stressful..y others can do it but i cant..so many advise frm others yet still not convience..HELP ME LORD !..erh just marry a rich man n enjoy life..but all rich man r taken..sobs sobs...haih..NO NO NO..i promise not to depend on guys or my husband too much...hahah think too much...haih..LIFE v LIFE...hate IT !...=( "I WANNA GO REDANG/PERHENTIAN"..cant wait...wanna see HOT guys...wow their body !

~I KISS DATING GUDBYE~

2007-06-27T14:38:00.000-07:00

JUST realised i'm really single this time...hmm...the feeling is a bit weird weird but will get use to it i believe..Haha..when i think back my past i just feel like laughing out loud or maybe crying out loud..felt so stupid for not obeying GOD..living a worldly life..but now i'm really free..free like a bird..my praying did came true! mayb God jux 1 me to go tru life test..but y "relationship" cant it be studies (oh NO!) or mayb other test in life..now i'm so phobia in committing in a relationship..as wei chao say "single also not bad wert"...yea right..he is so desperate in getting shermaine..jux 4 himself..boy u need to fastern ur speed or not she'll go wit other guy..ahah jkjk..its time i join the SINGLE club..we should have a bachelor night..keke..hua jie said i desperate..WAIT WAIT WAIT..keke..haha...i'm goana enjoy flirting..call me MULTI-DATE PRO..but i'm eyeing on tis guy..keke his sweet smile...awh..KNOCK KNOCK wake up..no more falling in luv for a moment..how long ?? Pray Hard !

~SuMmOnS~

2007-06-26T13:38:00.000-07:00

OMG!they look so gorgeous...the best part is they r SINGLE..lelong lelong buy 1 FREE 1..keke except for jinnie...she's unavailable..bluek

haih look at this 2 hot babes...look into their eyes...u knw they r so ready to "HUNT" for hot guys...oh yeah ! ready to flirt baby...

~PiCtUrE PeRfEcT~

the 3 charlie's angels are HOT but u need another ReD HoT ChiLi TO spies up...keke...too perasan de...hehe...

min n wei said we have "THT" look..wait till u see da nex pic.. i look up down left right..i still think..i look so MUCH PRETTIER as to compare to my JI MUI -wei chao..dude u need red lipstick !!

OH they were nominated "THE BEST COUPLE OF ALL" how sweet...lovely...min n wei tis i call "THT" look..keke..serene will kill me...bluek..

CONCLUSION

I HAD SO MUCH FUN..BETTER THAN MY PAST PROM NIGHT..JUZ REALISED I'M BAD DRINKER..WELL THT SHOWS I SELDOM DRINK..THX 2 HUA JIE HIS FAULT HE BOUGHT ME 1 GLASS OF BEER..BUT TASTE DELICIOUS..WE'LL HAVE ONE NEX TIME..HEHE SORRY MY DEAR FRENS NOT I DUN WAN TO DANCE ITS JUST I DUN FEEL RIGHT...BUT MAYB next time I'LL JOIN U GUYS..