Thursday, August 9, 2007
come to my senses i realise that i'm not a player neither can i play the game because i'll get fooled in the end as i take it seriously..i dunno the rules of FLIRTING neither its in my blood..i'm not a player i'm a stayer..i dun like the feeling of flirting neither i like being flirt with because it represent how a girl bring up her life..knowing that guys are selfish most of the time all they want is fun satisfaction..i learn that i'm not born a player because i'm brought up as a stayer..i dun wanna get hurt neither i want to hurt the other party just because i wanna have fun..i tot flirting was nothing its just of the world..if i can take it den its ok..but i'm wrong because i know nothing bout flirting i know nothing bout the rules..because of this i hurt myself once again because i fall into my own trap..i was fooled but i know where i stand..i know i'm not a player i'm a stayer..IF U R A PLAYER den we can only be friends not close friends or best friends because we are of different world..not part of the game makes me so MUCH different from u..because i'm a stayer not a player..so silly of me to express myself but it was only taken as a joke as a pride to u but not to me because i'm a stayer not a player..i'm not ur substitute dun treat me like one because in the end u'll drop into ur trap..FLIRTING is just a game, but u may lose or win..when u lose u lose ur standards away, not ur heart..because when u flirt u nvr use ur heart that's the rule..thts how the game was played..even if u win..its just a GAME u get nothing but gossip from others..Flirting is not a holy game but a worldly game..i nvr start the game but i did end the game..because i'm a stayer not a player..i regretted but now i decided..that one day u'll lose in the game not because u want to lose but because u know the rules too well that u fall in ur own trap..because this is not a holy game its a worldly game..so what goes around comes around..because u nvr been hurt thts y when u drown in ur own trap u'll be much more hurt then ever because u have to pay the price for ur own selfishness..i'm not a player i'm a stayer thts y i can see how the game works because i'm OUTSIDE of ur world..so i can see clearly how this game works..dun be a player be a stayer then i or u will nvr in tears nvr hurt nvr feel betray nvr LOSE UR HEART !!
